"You promised me you wouldn't cry for me, that you would try to make this less hard for me to do, less hard for me to leave you"
'I know I did, but I just cant keep that promise anymore. I cant stop the tears from flowing over my cheeks as if my entire soul is flooding out with them, creating a pool of love soon to be washed away and forgotten as if it never existed. but that's not it at all, it not only existed but it was so precious it felt that one small slip would forever shatter it... and that's almost what's happening now, my heart is shattering. and how to you fix a heart that broken? I wouldn't know where to begin...everything I think of doing reminds me of you... it hurts, and I know with love comes pain but why did I love this much? and how do you expect me not to cry, you told me that you'd always be there for me to cry on, but now who am I to turn to when the only person who can stop me from crying is the one that's making me cry? this pain will never cease, and I know that I knew it from the beginning that you would have to go and sometimes I felt that it's too hard to love someone when you're so afraid of losing them but I pushed it aside and opened up. I let you in! and you loved me to. I taught you to share your life with another, instead of always shutting them out, and you taught me to be brave and have courage so I could stand alone when u weren't there to support me, and now I know why you did it. you didn't want me to crumble when you left, and its so hard not to! I'm trying to be brave, and stand tall for you in your finale moments, but we both know that when you leave my world will fall apart and I wont have the will to go on without you. and the part that's hardest is knowing that I once had you, I had you...and now ive lost you forever. u lived in my heart and soul, my eyes awoke each morning looking for your face and my arms itched to reach out and hold you... but now my heart longs for you, my soul dies for you, my eyes cry for you, my empty arms ache for knowing they'll never hold you again. they reach out to nothing, your almost gone and there's nothing I can do anymore...I cant save you, as much as I want to, I just cant. and as I fall to my knees, unable to hold the weight of my grief I look up to you, at your sad face... and I can see in your eyes that you feel the same, you know that there nothing we can do now. all I can do is rush forward, into your arms as you hold me for the last time. " I know I broke my promise... but you know, you broke yours too... u promised u would stand by me forever"
and now, as you fade away. I am left with nothing, my arms are an empty void from where you once were. its a void that will never be filled, because there is no room for anyone else in my heart because when you left you took it with you.

" I was reborn when you first kissed me. Part of me died when you left me. But now I still live, waiting for the day you return to me"