Authors Note.
Hey guys thanks for having a look at the story. It is very slow in this chapter and I will be adding more very soon. Hoping to do one a night if the story is good. Which I won't know unless people review. So please review. Sorry if it's not very good. Haven't done any of this kind of thing before. Just love Twilight and Love writing so thought I would give it a shot. So here's the first chapter.
Disclaimer: Everything you recognise does not belong to me, it belongs to the amazingly talented Stephanie Meyer who has graced us all with her books and characters.
My Bella
Edwards Point of View.
Bella I don't want you to come with me. The words echoed through my head, the worst kind of blasphemy, and the most prominent lie. Those words had in a single moment ripped apart my world.
You... don't... want me? I watched as she tried these words, fit them together and made little sense of what she was repeating, made little sense of anything. I wish I could hold her, console her.
No And there went my heart, my life, everything I had left in this bleak never changing existence was gone. I made her promise to take care of herself, for Charlie of course, I wasn't supposed to care. That's why I was leaving, I was deceiving Bella for her own safety. My Bella. Four years had passed since that moment. And I hadn't lived a single day.
"Edward!" Emmett's voice boomed over the throng of students rushing for lunch.
Why was I even here? I don't eat. It was easier now. We had all gone to college, Dartmouth if you wanted specifics. I shared a dorm room with Emmett and Jasper, and Rosalie and Alice shared a room as well. They had another girl in their dorm too. But she was yet to show up yet, hopefully she wouldn't. It would be hard to keep our secret with an outsider.
I lurched forward out of reflex when something hit the back of my head, and turned around to look at my bear of a brother Emmett.
"What Em?" I growled picking up the pencil he had thrown at me and poking him in the arm with it. He barely flinched as the lead went into his skin.
"Just wondering what you was thinking of little bro. You looked kind of down" Emmett pulled the pencil out of his arm and tossed it away. How come he still looked so cheerful even though he was talking about his brother being miserable? Wow what a guy.
"He's thinking of Bella, as always. He is remembering being in a cafeteria with her in high school. Dah." Alice walked up behind Emmett and jumped on his back, well no, Alice never does anything as casual as walking, more she bounced up to Emmett.
Damn Pixie, she was right. Rosalie walked up with Jasper and stopped next to Emmett, Jasper wrapped his arms around Alice's tiny waste, which looked extremely odd as she was still mounted on Emmett's back. Oh well we always knew we were different.
Everything happened rather suddenly after that. Alice's face clouded over as her eyes glazed as she was suddenly a long way from the Dartmouth cafeteria. Jasper was luckily holding on as Alice slid from Emmett's back and was able to catch her before she hit the ground.
Before anyone noticed Alice's 'fainting spell' she came back to the present and jumped to her feet, a huge smile on her face.
"Alice what is it?" Jasper asked her in his quiet voice, I looked into her head to retrieve the answer we seek and was surprised that Alice was translating the names of famous designers into French. She was blocking me out.
"Rose, guess what! Our new roommate is coming, today!" Alice squealed with excitement. "And trust me, she needs one HELL of a make over... come on we have to go and get ready!" Alice grabbed Rose's hand and pulled her away in a hurry.
Something was going on, something Alice was hiding from me and I didn't know what it was. I didn't like secrets. But what could I do? Jazz would be against anything in the form of murder towards the little pixie. So I picked up my books and headed to my next class, thankfully alone. Where I could let my thoughts drift and dwell once again to Bella. My Bella.
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Ciao. x. Danii.
