Never know

Gabriella's POV

I never understood why I didn`t pay attention in class. It was really weird, but I just didn`t give a fuck. I was always thinking about something, and it bothered me that I couldn`t stop. I was thinking of him. He was always on my mind. I constantly think of him. What he could look like. I have never seen him, just talked to him on the phone. I haven`t got the chance to meet him yet cuz he lives about 2 hours away. And it made it extra hard to meet him, when my parents didn`t trust me and didn`t let me go out with my friends. But it was hard for him to understand that even though he liked it. That I didn`t get out often. But he always goes out with his friends. He always has fun. It`s not fair. I want to enjoy my life to.

Anyway, I was sitting in my classroom thinking of him, when suddenly Taylor bumped into my shoulder and gave me a look to pay attention or I would fail in Math, again. I just couldn`t stop. He was always on my mind. I really loved him, but I never told him yet. I`ve learned that `you never tell a guy you love him unless he says it first`. So I don`t have the balls enough to tell him, so I`ll wait for him to say it first.

No one knew about him, only my best friend Taylor. We shared everything. Besides, it`s not so very fun to tell people that I`ve been talking to a guy on the internet for the last 3 months.

If you get known with a guy on the internet he would usually end up really creepy and stuff, but this one was special. He was kind and really cared about me, but you never know though. He might end up an asshole and only after one thing, sex. But I really don't think this one is like that. He means so much to me. But the only problem is that I haven't seen him yet. So I have no idea what he looks like. I wish I did though. It would mean so much just to have a face to think about, and not only words. We fight often though. Because he wants to meet me, but I can't. I have money, but it`s not possible. My dad told my teacher to call him if I get one hour absence, and then he would stop me from school. I can`t let that happen.

End of POV

Gabi looked around and suddenly was all alone in the classroom. The class was over.

"Wtf?" she thought. She looked for Taylor and looked really lost.

" why didn't you shake me out of my drems u little. . . " Gabi said smiling.

" Well, I didn't want to ruin your sweet dreams about your boy" taylor replied and gave her a hug.

Taylor had noticed that Gabriella was happy. She smiled all the time and her teeth were actually shining in the sun. She loved the fact that she was happy but she was also amazed that she would actually risk getting to know someone through the internet. At least shes happy.

The last class was over and Gabi couldn't wait to get home and talk to her boy. When she got home she quickly sat on her computer and looked if he was on messenger. And he was.

" Propably waiting for me" she smiled to herself.

" Hey baby" she typed.

" Hey darling3"

" How are you?"

" I`m good honey, and you? "

" I`m good, I`ve thought about you all day"

" Me too baby girl, you meen everythng to me Gabi"

"I know, You too"

" Can I call a sec? Want to hear your voice"

" Yes you can 3"

Seconds later he called and her heart skipt a beat. She started shaking cuz she was nervous. She loved his voice. He had kind of a girly voice, but at the same time a boyish voice. He was tough, but so soft. They had a fight once and decided that it was best to break up because they couldn't meet, but when he called her and just wanted to talk, he began to cry, but he hang up just as he began not to hear him cry. She just wanted to hold around him and make him feel safe, but she couldn't. He had some problems with his family. They had a lot of money, but his mother, Sofia, was retired. The problem is that, the state haven`t given her their money. And now they only have their dads money, which he only saves in the bank for something important. So he doesn't give the kids money but their mom does. At least that's what he tells her. She wishes he could trust her.

And that's what makes her so confused about the whole thing.