I'm bored and I am thinking about how Ant told me that I am a procrastinator which I am, and I am sorry about that. But because I have been procrastinating so much on all of my stories I am going to make it up to the people who read my stories and haven't had a new update from me in awhile. So yes this is a new story but this is going to be like Leaving. It will be updated quickly and will be over soon. I am hoping this will be done before October 11th.
She watched the blood trickle down her arms. This had become more routine. She didn't care anymore. She was starting to think that life was cruel and needed someone to toy with and so she happened to be the target. She wiped away the blood and put threw on her green Aeropostal hoodie. She didn't need anyone asking questions. Especially not Joe. He would probably dump her and go back to Taylor if he found out.
She wasn't good for his publicity. She was a nobody on one side, the only side he knew about. He always was taking her to parties and stuff and people would flirt with him and not even notice her. She thought he loved her but sometimes he acted differently. He was one of the reasons she had started cutting herself. He was a flirt and he couldn't see that it hurt Miley.
She always put up with it, only because he was there for her when she needed to be and because she loved him with all of her heart. She had just reached the walk up to his house. He lived by himself, but he had a humongous house. She had her own room there, just so when she stayed over, she wouldn't have to sleep on the couch.
She knocked on the door waiting for him to answer.
"I'm coming, hold on" She could hear him yell from inside. She rolled her eyes when she heard that. She giggled when he opened the door and was wearing long pants and no shirt.
"Babe, did you just wake up?" Miley said as she kissed him.
"Yea we didn't get in 'till late last night," He raised his eyebrows at her. He was referring to a huge party that they had gone to. They hadn't gotten in until about 4 in the morning and she had just gone home instead of staying with him. He was drunk and she knew that if she stayed he would have done something stupid, something that they would both regret.
"Hey you want to go to a concert with me tonight?" Joe asked her with a hopeful smile.
"I can't tonight but maybe another time."
"You can't get out of whatever it is your doing, to go see Hannah Montana with me?" He said, not wanting to be alone with Hannah, he had sort of a crush on her but he loved Miley so that relationship could never happen.
"I can't, I am going to see Jackson tonight." She wasn't telling the whole truth. She would be going to visit him, but that would be after her concert.
"Has he improved at all?" Joe said with concern in his eyes.
"No, but I can't pull the plug on him, he is the only family I have left. I have this feeling that he is going to wake up. I need him to wake up." Miley started to break down. Joe sat there holding her, running his fingers through her hair. He felt bad for her. She was 18 and had lost her mom when she was young, and then a couple months ago her dad and brother had been coming back from Miley's graduation and an 18 wheeler had hit them head on. Her dad was DOA and her brother has been in a coma ever since.
"I'm sorry for crying." Miley said turning to face Joe.
"I don't care about that, I just care that you are ok." He leaned down to kiss her, this turned into make out session. He was about to take off her sweatshirt when she stopped him.
"Why do you always stop me before we can do anything more?" Joe asked, letting his teenage boy side come out.
She thought for a moment before she responded. She couldn't tell him about the scars on her arms, so she had to be careful of what she said.
"I'm just tired, but I promise tomorrow night, I will be yours. All yours." She said with a seductive tone. She had a plan. And then she could be his, without questions.
Ok so Ant is currently bugging me to write her one shot thing, so it isn't as long as I had planned for it to be. You can blame Ant for that. I will try and write something tomorrow. That is if I finish my James Oglethorpe biography. Who the heck cares about James Oglethorpe. Well I guess he is kinda important when learning Georgia history. Anyways R&R please!! It would make me very happy. Oh and if you could check out my blog that would be awesome it is Scaredformysanity(DOT)blogspot(dot)com . Well just put a period where it says dot and there you have it.
-Lindsay
