Chapter 1: You know thats not what I mean

Author's note: So I've been struggling with my other story and this one has been plaguing me for nights now. My chapters tend to be short so I hope that's okay with you guys.

I do not own Glee….otherwise Quintanna would be real


Present

"I'm with Quinn"

'What"

"She needed me"

"You didn't"

"I did"

"How could you"

"I had to for her"

"But you"

"Yea I know"

"Your just going to get hurt"

"I know but"

"But?"

"I love her"

"I know"

"I'll risk it if it will make her happy"

Earlier

I had received a call from Quinn asking me to come over. I couldn't deny her. On my way over I was thinking about how much it hurts to be around her when I know she doesn't feel the same. I stop thinking about it before I hit the gutter. I arrive at her house. It's now or never right?

"Hello Santana"
"Hey Ms. F"
"I hate to leave Quinn but since your here its okay .Go on up"
"Thanks Ms.F"

I make my way up the stairs and see Quinn wrapped up in her covers

"Hey Q"

"San…. thanks for coming"

Yea I may be an ultra bitch in school. I know but to see the doubt in her eyes that I might not have shown up hurts more than the guilt I have of being a bitch.

"Of course. Now can you tell me what is bugging you tubbers?"

"Real funny San I'm not even pregnant anymore"

"Well at least I get to see pretty old you smile. Now talk"

"I-I had a bad dream of her"

'Her' I wasn't really sure of whom she was referring too but when I saw her hand resting on her stomach I just knew it was about Beth

"Sweetie what was it about"

"I aborted her San. How could I do that how could I"

Quinn started to break down in front of me. I knew this was a touchy subject since she gave birth. And given that Beth's birthday is coming up this week. I could only imagine her pain. I walk closer to her bed and eventually climb in.

"It was a dream Q, you need to relax and get some sleep."

"Could you stay with me?"

"Yea anything for you"

As I kissed her forehead I could feel her breathing evening out. Maybe an hour past before my phone went off. So I detached myself from Quinn and walked to the bathroom

Present

"I know that but you are getting your hopes up S. You jump at every little thing you can possibly do for her like a love sick puppy"

"Whoa Blaine. Love sick!?. She needs me now. I'm not going to spill her secrets to you but it's about Beth okay. You know how she is about that. I have to at least be there".

"Okay okay. I just don't want to see you break is all'

" Blaine that's sweet and all but I'm all ready broken"

"Santana

"Its fine Blaine I need to go. I can't hide out in the bathroom all night"

"You don't have to keep going like this"

"I need to she needs me"

"You know that's not what I'm talking about"

" Sigh I Know but let it go okay for now please."

"Yea sure night Satan"

"Kurt has been rubbing off on you too much"

"You are so right about that" I could practically see the smirk on his face

" EWWW stop your scaring my ears. Night Bow ties"

"Night Santana"

I make my way back to Quinn's bed lie down and wrap my arms around her. 'How I wish I could be with her like this every night'. With that last thought I fell asleep.


A/N: So feedback? Should I continue Please review I would like to know your thoughts. So I know whether to continue or not