Title: Never Knew

Rating: T, just to be safe.

Summary: A certain Diva search winner is walking the streets and thinks back to what she has done.

Disclaimer: I don't own no one. I don't make any money with this fic. I thought of the title because of The Rocket Summer – Never Knew.

Don't own them either.

A/N: It's a poem I wrote. I tried to make a story with this one so, please review!

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Never knew how I felt about you

I remember the day we got together. It was the night after I won the Raw Diva Search competition. We went out to celebrate. We became friends during the competition. I just though you were hot and I couldn't wait to see what you were capable of between the sheets of a bed. Still, we got together and I was genuinly hapy.

I guess I took you for granted

During one week, the both of us didn't have to wrestle so we just went out. We grabbed my car and just drove off until it was night and we returned. You were my buddy. We could do anything together and you never said no. That's what I love about you. No matter what, you're always into it.

All you wanted was to be with me

You often came to me and asked me if I wanted some time off of Raw. I never said yes, but I always made up by taking you out to dinner. I understand now that you wanted to spend time with me. I just thought we saw eachother enough.

All I wanted was to have fun

After almost every Raw Show I'd come to you and go clubbing. Dance the night away and have fun. I danced with everyone that I could see and came up te me. You never seemd to mind. You didn't even seem to mind when both guys and girls were all over me, touching me, grinding me… I thought you just wanted to have fun. Just like me.

Now I'm here

New York, New York. So many people in a hurry, in a rush. I'm walking down the street, tears flooding and no one notices. Maybe it should be this way. Maybe it's right that I feel this way. I had someone who truly cared about me, but I screwed up.

Crying my eyes out

I should be alone on the streets crying my eyes out. This is my punishment. I don't even know where I'm going. When I walked out the door I tried towipe away the tears. Now I just let them flow.

Realising what I lost

Halloween 2007. Randy and Maria invited everyone from Smackdown!, Raw, and ECW over for a costume party. I was an Angel of Darkness, you were an Angel of Light. Thinking back now… You never needed to dress up to be an angel. You always were one. A fiery redheaded one with a lot of desire and love. You were… now you aren't anymore.

As much as I want to

Two months ago, Trish walked up to me. You were in our hotelroom. She hit on me and she wasn't subtle either. I didn't want to. It was my instinct! I can't belive I kissed her back….

I can't turn back time

I went to her room with her and she pour us some champagne. We kissed again and it was… fun.

Back to that moment

Last night I was with Trish again. I thought you were suspecting something, because ever since Trish and I had sex the first time, I went off more often. I think you already knew what was going on. The stares and phone calls everyday.

Where I cheated on the one I love

We were on Trish's bed, kissing, when suddenly the door opened. We turned around to see Amy and Candice standing in the doorway. Amy ran away to our hotelroom and locked it with the key in it. I couldn't get in. I spent the night sitting in front of our door and fell asleep. Fifteen minutes ago I woke up and saw my suitcase beside me. It's black, but I saw small wet circles. She cried the entire time…

When I saw Amy in the doorway with disbelief and pain in the doorway I felt it. I felt love and I returned it. After six months of being together I fell in love with an angel.

It's funny how you don't know what you have until you lose it…

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