My dream was to be free. To travel the world, and see things with a different point of view. To be with my loved one and to go on great and exciting adventures.
Life can't be anymore perfect than this.
I've got my family, friends, fame, and the love of the world.
I have the smartest, nicest, funniest life. I have never cried, and have never planned too.
I promise I can live this lifetime without a single tear. I will.
I have everyone, and they all have me. We are all independent and clean.
We are almost complete, and almost at peace, if only he would love me.
The boy I have loved for moments now.
He might have been slow, too tall and too gay.
But his kindness and humor got me happy all day.
When I asked him for his love, he smiled and held me.
I love you too.
Now everything is perfect. Now and forever.
Never to let go, I love my life.
For many years we have loved each other so, we would live happily, and wherever their were adventures we would go.
Everyday I love him more and more. Everyday he loves me. Everyday he's dying.
He coughs. I pout. Tell me what's going on. Why weren't you out for about a week?
'I have a bad cough.'
If it's bad I'll be there. If you're mad, I'll leave.
'It's not like that. I've got to go."
Its things like this that make a girl cry, its things like these that cause a problems.
If only… If only he would tell me. My mind asks me, 'will he even tell me'
Perhaps he is afraid to tell me; maybe he is going out with someone else and faking everything.
I laugh, so that's it.
He awakens. He's on the hospital bed. His leg is bleeding. Why didn't he tell me before?
Another walk in the park. He's looking at me. His frown made me feel like crying.
I know it. I've known it. You are going to die. Another limit. Another time. Another place. If I'd known sooner, It would be better. You hid it from me. You see now, I am crying. Crying, crying, crying, crying.
The first time I cried. The first time I broke a promise, the first time I knew someone like the one I loved.
Goodbye, love. For you have now died. My life was almost perfect.
You are gone, and my life is incomplete. I love you till the end of time. We'll meet again, in the afterlife, where we can reunite once again.
Oh sniff. R&R
