You Never Know how Good you have it, Till it is Gone…

Disclaimer: I'm bored then I got an idea, so here it goes… I don't know anything but the plot.

A/N Eagle is a bit OOC in this chapter, but it will get better… Girl Scout Honor!



~*~Flashback~*~

"Hikaru, Please…!?!" Eagle pleaded with his girlfriend as she was preparing to return to her world.

"Eagle, you know I can't stay here… My father and brothers need me. Please understand" Whispering the last part, looking up she softly gazed into his eyes not blinking.

"But what about me, I NEED you too…"

"I'll come back very often to see you, you have to understand-" Cutting her off from ending, Eagle responded with newfound fury.

"No, don't bother to come back because I won't be waiting for you." The tome of his voice was unfeeling and empty.

"What…?!?" gasping, Hikaru pushed away from him. Part of him was breaking at watching the only girl he would ever love be in pain because of him. Shoving it back down deep, (she was going to go away and never come back)

"You heard what I said, No one here will miss you…" Expecting her to argue, Eagle was surprised when she dropped her gaze to the floor along with her head to her chest silently. Picking up her things, his ex girlfriend walked out of her short time room. (I won't cry in front of him… or any one) Hikaru went from walking to sprinting in one easy step. Hearing her name called from behind only made her speed up. Moonlight shone magically on the courtyard garden as it rose to its peak in the midnight sky, water in the pond looked as thou it had been turned to glass. This whole peacefully scene made Hikaru's depression lift somewhat (At least I can leave Cephiro in peace, I don't think I will ever come back here again, little did she know someone was watching her.

Taking in ever think she was, it took his breath away when he had found her there sitting by the pond, her fingers making ripples in the cool clear water. Disappointed, he watched her rise up quickly and run toward the forest, only then did her hear the voices of others. Concealing himself in the shadows he used it to hide and watch the scene infront of him unfold for a few seconds before moving away. Whispering a few chosen words in the red haired pillars path, Lantis left as quickly as he had came…

"Hikaru… Please be careful, come back soon to us."

Taking refuge in a tree's branch high above the ground, Hikaru watched as Umi, Fuu, Ferio and Ascot looked for her. This was one of the few times she was thankful for being vertical challenged.

"Where is she, why did she run from us!?!"

"Umi… Calm down, she couldn't have gotten that far away."

"Ferio, if anything happened to her I don't know what I would do. Hikaru is like my little sister, I couldn't stand losing her now after all that we have been through together!! :::Fuu having a mental break down…Not good 0.0:::

"Fuu we all love her as a little sister and we will a find her trust me!!"

"I know but what happened to her to make her run away in the first place.??"

"I saw her come out of her room, then Eagle came out with a shocked and depressed look on his face. I say we go talk to him first." Just hearing that name brought tears to her eyes, or maybe it was that she knew that all of them loved her truly. Her second family… It put a smile on her face.

"Ascot and I will go check on the east on the East End of the castle. I don't think I could face him and not make him die a slow and painful death right now for hurting Hikaru. ::: Overprotective older sister kicking in ^_- ::: Fuu, you and Ferio go talk to Eagle. Try and figure out what happened."

"I might get alittle more conversation in before I kick his ass for hurting her…::: Older brother kicking in ^_- :::"

"Very funny Ferio, lets go." When she was about to tell them that she was right there a glowing light lifted her body out of the tree and dropped her on something warm and soft.

~*~End of Flashback~*~

On her bed is where she had landed a couple of months ago. Life had started again, but it held no joy know that there was no more Eagle in her life. Her brothers and father tried to cheer her up; today all of them were going to the park for a picnic. Over and over, Hikaru had tried telling them that she was fine, but then again, she had always sucked at lying. Umi and Fuu had found out what happened with Eagle and her, but they never said anything about it. Hikaru and her family were going to meet them at the park. She didn't know what she would have done these past couple of months without her two sisters.

"Hikaru, hurry up we are going to be late!"

"Coming!" she shouted as running down the stairs, she managed to grab her sweater. Flying out the door, she barely made it to the car before they were on the road. When they reached the cut away at the mountain cliff, clouds appeared out of no where and the sky darken. Soon every ray of sunshine was filled with rain. The sky it self seemed to be weeping in remorse of a task yet to come. Temperature of the air dropped drastically also. (Something is going to happen, something is going to happen that is not going to be for the better…)

"Father! Watch out!" The rain had caused the road to become slick as ice. All that could be heard were the screams of the tires against the icy road. Hale pounding against the car only added to the confusion, turning the wheel sharply to avoid the cliff wall. In return it sent the car wheel over wheel as it rolled down the rest of the stretch of highway before halting on it's side, all of the passagers unconscience.

A pure white room was what Hikaru woke up to find herself in and with a mind splitting headache. Right on cue, a nurse walked in. She seemed shocked to find the girl of the room awake.

"Doctor! She has awaken!" A middle-aged woman with a white lad coat came walking into the room. She was trying to sound angry, but everyone could see a smile on her face. Hikaru noticed in her eyes there was a wall of deep sadness and regret.

"Where is my father and brothers..!?!"

"Do you have a family member to come be with you right…??" Avoiding the question with another, but that would not work on Hikaru.

"Where is my father and brothers..!?!" she asked again, this time with more passion in her voice. Not knowing what to expect, she left her face open, free to show emotion.

"Your oldest brother and father were DOA and you r second brother died right after surgery. I'm so sorry." Hikaru seemed not all there.

"What does DOA mean…!?!" she asked the doctor in nothing more then a whisper.

"Dead on Arrival, I'm so sorry" The world seemed to mute and go in slow motion after the first three words were said. (This is all my fault, they were trying to cheer me up and now look what happened… This is all my fault…) Echoing over and over in her head causing her too physically shake. Room temperature seemed to drop to below freezing, wrapping her arms around her own body closing her eyes as it finally sunk in, her family was dead she was a orphan. Making a plan, she pretended to sleep till they were gone, grabbed her clothes and ran as fast as she could out of that hospital.

When entering her home and looked around wave after wave of depression hit her. All the air seemed to leave her lungs in a second. Running up the stairs into her brothers room she grabbed their favorite item and when into her fathers room she grabbed his glasses and favorite book. Her own room was the last stop to pick up a few things, maybe she could be able to come back one day, but not anytime soon. After finished packing, she looked up to she her dog Hikari staring at her. Standing up we walked briskly to the door, turning one last time to call her dog to come with her; Hikaru noticed a picture of her mother before she had died. With tears in her eyes she went over and put that picture in her backpack along with a picture of her with her father and brothers that had only been taken 2 days before in the front yard. Suddenly losing her strength, she fell to the floor in one swift movement. Right after her faithful dog was beside her.

Gripping the dog into a tight hug, she sobbed her heart out finally letting it all out. The pain of what Eagle did to her and the death of her family, she let it all out not notice a glowing light surrounding her.

Lantis was walking through the forest around Cephiro before going in for the night, thinking about Hikaru. No matter how many time he told himself not to think of her she always came back into his mind and each time more powerfully then the last. Hearing sobbing he went off to go find want was the cause of it, hoping to use it to get her off his mind. Finding it, he was taken back to see the girl of his dreams clutching a dog that looked like a wolf like Rayearth. Picking her up, he carried her gently as he could not to cause her any more pain then she was already in followed closely be her pet.

"It is all my fault, It is all my fault…"





A/N: I'm done with this chapter!! Ya… anyways R&R!! Please!! Flames will be accepted but only used to burn my trash and kept me warm. I will try t o get the next chapter out as soon as I can… Thanx buh bye!!