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Embry's POV

It was the most amazing feeling. It was like nothing I'd ever experienced before. Granted it had it's negative points but it was different, it was so surreal. I looked up at the darkened sky, I didn't move I simply stayed put enjoying the moment. It might be sick to other people, painful to most but to me it was a unique experience. Most people didn't get the chance to remember it, but I will. I'll take in every sense every feeling every smell of this event, remember it. Most people wouldn't enjoy this, but right now I was. I was taking in the musty smell of stale beer around me, the flickering light of the street lamp past my head, the scenery. How often did I really get a chance to take in everything? All the time I'd rushed through life not stopping to notice the way the cardboard boxes folded under the weight of each box. The way the trash smelt, yes that was beyond disgusting but I took it in as I heard the driving by of cars. I heard people walking by. And then a gasp.

"Holy shit!" I assumed they must have been referring to me, as I lie on the ground in the dark abandoned alley.

"Dude, are you alive?" They were breaking my train of thought, my experience, I didn't need their help. I couldn't see the person who was talking.

"Alex, call 911!" I heard the sound of a phone flipping. No, that can't happen, the hospital asks questions, and I don't want Carlisle to see me either way.

"Don't call, I'll be fine." I said finally responding to them with a grumble. He walked closer to me examining me, I put my arm causally over my stomach to hide what he was looking for.

"I'm just laying here, taking it all in, leave me alone." He seemed confused standing over me, as if he didn't know if he should laugh, help me up or walk away. I personally would have preferred he just walked away. He hadn't moved and now his friend had joined him.

"Are you alright?" I am carrying on a normal conversation with you of course I'm alright, this won't stop me but I might as well get up, he ruined it for me anyway. I didn't stand up quickly but I didn't take my time either. I wanted to convince these guys I was fine and neither would do the trick. I got up with my arm around my front so the guy wouldn't see my stomach. I had forgotten there was a guy behind me.

"Holy shit you've been shot, you're bleeding." I rolled my eyes, I'd stopped bleeding before they came.

"No I'm not leave me alone." I said harshly. I wanted to make my point clear, that was 'get the fuck out of my way before I hurt you'

"I'm calling the hospital." The first said flipping out his phone. Shit you need to stop him. I delicately grabbed the phone out of his hand, making sure not to break it as I palmed it.

"What the hell dude, I'm trying to save your life!" the one who I took the phone from yelled." I laughed coldly.

"Do I really look like I need your help?" I asked glaring at him. He finally looked afraid of me. His friend flipped his phone out.

"You don't want to make a call, I'll give your friend his phone back once he promises he won't call, and believe me… I'll know if you call." I didn't know how the person behind me knew I was bleeding. The trench coat I was wearing should have covered my back. He shouldn't have seen anything from behind me.

"I swear I won't call anyone." I tossed his phone in his direction before pushing past his friend and around the corner. I made my way down another alley then to another.

Once I was sure they weren't following me anymore, I headed home. I'd been shot tonight, three times in fact, but that wasn't going to stop me from doing what I wanted to, on the contrary, it'd propel me forward to do this again.

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