Haunted
When I look into your eyes
I'm not so sure of what I see.
Is it love that motivates you
Or the chance to ruin me?
You seem to care about me
But I can't quite feel the love.
Perhaps the heart inside you
Is a lizard's, not a dove's.
You bring to me the one thing
I need more than all the rest.
But is your gift a gift of caring
Or just some kind of awful test?
At times I feel I'd wager
Everything to turn back time.
A chance to once again feel human
And to claim what's rightly mine.
I stand trapped between two futures
And I don't know which path to choose.
I'm haunted by the fear
That either way I'm bound to lose.
