Disclaimer: I do not own any of these characters. Well not yet laughs … no I'm kidding seriously. Don't sue me I don't have that kind of money … if you do I
will never be a chemistry student because I won't be able to afford it!!
A desire. Passion. Our lack of control. The heat of the moment. All of these were reactants in what is now a product, or at least I think it's a product. I will know shortly. I wonder how I could let this happen. How we could let this happen. This isn't just my fault. At the time it was wonderful, well I think it was. I can't really judge since it was my first time, but the fact that it was with him made it amazing. At 17 years old and having been together for almost a year and a half we both felt we were ready. We had talked about it before but the event itself had never been planned. It was a … a spur of the moment so obviously we forgot the one thing we shouldn't have. If only we could have remembered if only … it's time to check. I wish I didn't have to do this alone … I wish my best friend was here … no if I am then he deserves to know first. What if he hates me though … don't be silly of course he wouldn't he will love and support me and … and … oh gosh it's positive.
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Earlier That Morning
I woke with a start. I glanced over at my alarm clock … 09:15. What on earth was I doing up at that time during the summer! Muttering I pulled myself out of bed and began to brush my hair. I was just glancing around my room when I noticed my calendar hanging on the wall. It was the 15th today, but why was that so important ... the 15th … wait a minute if it was the 15th that meant I was a week late. I was never late, never ever. That night with Gordo … we didn't use protection … could that mean … oh gosh. I would have to know for sure before I began to panic. I would have to go and buy a pregnancy test … but not at the local chemist no what if I saw someone I knew … like Kate! Oh gosh how quickly would she spread that round the school! No I would get ready and take the bus into town … and then I would come home and … well time would tell wouldn't it.
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So now here I am, 17 years old and pregnant. All be it I at least know for certain who the Father is … and I'm going to have to tell him. He has the right to know before anyone else. I should do it face to face … shouldn't I ? Yes I should I will text him and ask him to come over …
Gordo, can you come over please ? It's quite important. Love Lizzie xx
Thank goodness Gordo always has his phone on him. He replied really quickly to my text.
Sure Lizzie. I'll be over just now. Hope everything is okay. See you soon. Gordo xx
Right now … that doesn't give me long to plan what I'm going to say … I'll just come right out and tell him there is no other way. He wouldn't want to get rid of it though would he ? I don't … at least I think I don't … what am I saying of course I don't ! Right pull yourself together Lizzie you need to get ready because Gordo will be here in a few minutes … or more like right now! Was he standing outside my house when he got that text! Maybe he was coming to see me anyway? That must be the reason … though after this maybe he won't want to see me anymore … no Lizzie don't think like that just go and answer the door !
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Sorry if this chapter was a bit rambling but I imagine Lizzie would question herself a lot if she found out she was pregnant. Anyway please r&r … any comments would be appreciated.
