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Disclaimer: I do not own Doctor Who or the song, Patty Griffin owns it.
Song: "Dear Old Friend" by Patty Griffin
How will we smile ever again
I'm asking you sincerely, my dear old friend
What do you say, is there a way
My dear old friend
"Godspeed, my angel," the letter read. Her voice ran through his mind. The pain… what was this feeling in his heart? Love? Regret? Angst? It wasn't his fault. It wasn't his fault at all. It wasn't… it was never his fault. It was their fault. Their fault for dying, for living such short lives… it was all their fault for losing the battle. How many millennia would it take for humans to learn, to learn to keep on fighting the battle? How many more times would they have to lose in order for the next one to learn?
How will we laugh just like before
When there's water rising up to our door
And we may never see each other again
My dear old friend
"Goodbye Doctor." He heard those two infamous words too many times before… and he didn't need it from her for the second time. He had Mickey and Rose… and he surely didn't need his past… she was older now, of course… she couldn't run as fast… it was for her own good. It wasn't his fault that he had to leave her… she wouldn't be able to keep up. It was her time to go.
Will there be someone to remember
A little place that we loved
How the music played all night and day
Through the windows up above
She was his love. There was no doubt about it—she was so human. So stubborn, so ignorant… so lovable, beautiful, and innocent. He had changed her. Even her mother saw it. It was her time to leave. She was safe on that other world—she had always said she wanted a new start. She got it. When the tears flooded down her face and into her hands, her mascara and eyeliner smeared—he couldn't have been more heartbroken. Some companion's consequence from traveling with him was simply saying goodbye, or seeing the selfish heart of the world, or even dying. That wasn't nearly as malicious as what he put her through…
Nothing can poison your heart more than being separated by a wall from your love… your true love.
How will we smile ever again
I'm asking you sincerely, my dear old friend
What do you say, is there a way
My dear old friend
"This is me getting out." Of course she had to be bloody mad enough to fall in love with him. Of course she had to die every time he mentioned his flower. Of course he had to go right ahead and be oblivious—until it was too late. She would walk the Earth just for him with her brilliance and courage… she was wise though. Wiser than the others—wise enough to leave. Not put herself through the pain he had put through the others. Not to be blinded by beautiful planets and horrifying monsters, instead seeing the practical side of the situation… He couldn't blame himself for that one, could he?
How the birds sang in the morning
How the dog barked in the yard
I guess that's nothing much but everything to us
And that's what seems so hard
It must've had killed her to see her future lover oblivious and angry and reckless. It must have been bloody painful to see her true love to not know her… to not love her. "Spoilers," she said. She promised she'd meet him again—she promised. But if anyone knew, he knew, that promises could not often be kept. Promises of "forever", promises of "safety"… in the end, everyone just let him down.
How will we laugh just like before
When there's water rising up to our door
And we may never see each other again
My dear old friend
She was his best mate, with her fiery ginger hair, her snappy personality… but he could see her self-consciousness… she was afraid of losing the battle, never giving up. And for a moment, he almost thought that there would be a 'forever' with her… but he was wrong. He was so very wrong. Because things had to change. No matter how much he desired, his best mate wouldn't be there with him when he died. No matter how much he tried.
How will we smile ever again
I'm asking you sincerely, my dear old friend
Tthe moon on the hill says we probably will
My dear old friend
He deserved something. He saw the pain he caused others—they thought the planets and the stars, and everything was perfect and that it'd last forever. But he knew better… he promised never again to put anyone through that pain…
He had blamed it on his companions... but truth in truth, their pain and misery was all his fault. The Doctor's fault. The Lord of Time, had killed them. Emotionally and physically.
Because everybody lives, and everybody dies. And nobody knows it like the Doctor.
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