Prologue
I know a lot of people think that I'm crazy. I'll admit to being depressed after Edward left me. I didn't see a reason to go on without him. What is life without the person you're deeple in love with? I asked myself that everyday. It wasn't so bad after a while when I started hanging out with Jacob. He's a good friend of mine and was there when i needed him the most. I almost felt better being around him but my heart still felt empty.
Not too long after, Alice came back to Forks because she thought I was dead. I was really dissapointed when I found out that Edward wasn't with her. Turns out that she told Rosalie about her vision of me dying and Rosalie told Edward which then made him want to kill himself. Maybe if I wouldn't have jumped off that cliff or answered the phone before Jacob did, the trip to Volterra would've never happened. Edward told me about the Volturi before and I was terrified to see them but I wanted to rescue the man that I loved. Jacob begged for me to stay but I couldn't, he didn't understand that my life was incomplete without Edward.
I got my Edward back after making a deal with the Volturi that I'd become a vampire and they promised to check up on me later. I was happy. I had the love of my life back, he even asked me to marry him. I haven't given him an answer yet because I don't really believe in marriage but there was also something else that was holding me back. A feeling in my chest, the heart he broke when he left me.
