The
Show Must Go On
Turdaewen Noldor
Author's
Notes: I don't won any of the CCS characters or the music, but the story is
original and belongs to me, so, if you want to put it in other website, ask me
first at turdaewen@yahoo.com .
This
story is based in the manga, so all the people were 14 at 1996. If you have any
doubts, do the counting. Please, please, review.
"Empty spaces - what are we waiting for
Abandoned places - I guess we know the score
On and on
Does anybody know what we are looking for
Another hero another mindless crime
Behind the curtain in the pantomime
Hold the line
Does anybody want to take it anymore"
The
boy kneeled down in the damp floor, taking the flowers he carried and placing
they in the leafs in front of him. His deep blue eyes were red and filled with
tears, something someone would never see in Eriol Hiiragizawa's face. Not even
once in his twenty-two physical years and almost five hundred of knowing. But
even then, he had that faint and kind smile on his face. Even when his eyes
told a different story. Even if his body looked so tired that it seems that he
would just lay down and die at any second. And it would be the perfect place
for it. The perfect time. He raised his eyebrows faintly at this thought.
"The show must go on
The show must go on
Inside my heart is breaking
My make-up may be flaking
But my smile
still stays on"
But
he couldn't die. He promised that. Most important, he promised HER he would
live. That he would continue with the magic, that he would take care of the
garden and be able to love once more, maybe.
"Whatever happens I'll leave it all to chance
Another heartache another failed romance
On and on
Does anybody know what we are living for"
He
thought he couldn't keep his promises now. One more than the others, he
promised he would not blame himself. But now, at this place, he thought he just
couldn't cope.
"I guess I'm learning
I must be warmer now
I'll soon be turning round the corner now
Outside the dawn is breaking
But inside in the dark I'm aching to be free"
The
rain started now, as it always did. Heavy and strangely hot. Washing and hiding
his tears, as it always did. And some hidden part of him was glad about it. It
belived it was a sing of good things to come. Why wouldn't be? Maybe his heart
refused to let go of hope, and become a lifeless piece of flesh, and tried to
find a way out of depression. But it was so difficult. Especially when he still
had her last words imprinted on his mind.
"Eriol,
you're the greatest wizard of this time. You can't give up. You have to carry
on with the show or else my life with you would have been useless."
"The show must go on
The show must go on
Inside my heart is breaking
My make-up may be flaking
But my smile still stays on"
He
was desperate then and he was now, as he has always been. But is conscience
kept telling him that she was right. He needed to go on with the show. On with
his life. And he came here today to say his goodbyes to her. But now that he
was here, it was so hard to let her go.
"My soul is painted like the wings of butterflies
Fairy tales of yesterday will grow but never die
I can fly - my friends
The show must go on
The show must go on"
But
he left. He sat her free this time, for the sake of his life and for the sake
of her death. And he decided to let her go, to get over her and to keep his
promises. He would live, he would continue to do magic and he would be able to
love again, some day, maybe.
"I'll face it with a grin
I'm never giving in
On with the show"
A
smile passed his face when he said "I love you." And just stand there, his
smile in the eyes full of tears, completely paradoxal, as only he could be.
He
decided himself, stood put, turned around and left. Sad, but comforted in some
way.
Misuki Kaho - *1967 +
2001 – Kind woman and Beloved Professor
"I'll top the bill
I'll overkill
I have to find the will to carry on
On with the
On with the show
The show must go on"
"The
Show Must Go On" is a song by Queen. It's part of the Album Innuendo and it's
part of the Soundtrack of the movie "Moulin Rouge"
And
PLEASE review!!!!!