Just a little oneshot I wrote because I was/am frustrated with a story I'm trying to write. I don't know where it came from and I don't like it all that much but whatever.
Takes place a couple months after Jude moves to London.
Enjoy :D
Jude sighed as she walked into her apartment. Today had just been one of those days that she missed home… and a day that she really missed Tommy. There were days that she felt so lonely and she'd remember the way Tommy made her feel. But if she tried hard enough, the feeling would pass… at least for a little while.
She went through her mail and her jaw dropped when she saw a letter with an unfamiliar return address but she knew the handwriting. "Whoa."
She sat down on her counter and tore it open, her heart pounding. She felt her fingers shake as she unfolded the paper.
Jude,
I'm sorry if this doesn't make any sense but I'm sleep deprived and as I write this, I have a terrible case of the flu. But I have to get this out… I need to find a way to be able to sleep again and maybe this is it.
You, Jude Elizabeth Harrison, are my soul mate. I will never doubt that fact. You are the love of my life and there is no one else on Earth that I want to spend my life with. But you left… without much of an explanation. I'm happy for you, don't ever doubt that, but the way you left and the way you let me know… didn't make me happy.
And when you were in Toronto for Kwest and Sadie's bizarre, getting back together cookout, things were awkward. You hardly even looked at me and when I tried to talk to you, you found something else to do. That's not fair. I just wanted to hear your voice.
And I'm sorry that I really sucked toward the end of our relationship when I went home.
I'm sorry that for a long time I denied my feelings for you because I felt like a pedophile.
I'm sorry that I never explained the kiss with Sadie to you on your eighteenth birthday.
I'm sorry that I put you in danger and that Hunter almost killed you because of me.
I'm sorry that I chose Sadie over you when you were my clear choice.
I'm sorry that I made you take back that amazing kiss on your sixteenth birthday.
I'm sorry that I made you doubt me when you thought I cheated on Sadie.
I'm sorry that I "rained on your parade" when they were singing to you in the studio.
I'm sorry that I got pissed and said that you were 'so seventeen'
I'm sorry that I almost stood you up on that date and left without an explanation when I had to go get Darius' kid.
Hell, I'm sorry that I never told you my real last name, cause I know that drove you crazy. (It's Pierpont, by the way)
Jude Harrison, I'm sorry that I've never been the perfect guy for you. You deserve a king.
Jude, seeing as you are the love of my life, I will wait for you. I will wait for you to finish your adventure in London and I will wait until the day you come home and I will treat you like a queen. Because living my life with anyone else would simply pale in comparison. You are it for me, Jude. There is no reason to keep looking.
But if you find someone else in London, someone that already does treat you the way you deserve, send me a little note or give me a ring… and if you can't do that, give Kwest a call and have him pass it on.
Love,
Tommy Quincy (Pierpont)
