Hey it's me

I knew that I said I wasn't going to be adding any more entries to you since my secret came out... but hey it's a habit I just can't break. Well it's been 3 months since it all came out in the open…thanks to Alexx for encouraging me to tell H, and everything is going great. I no longer hear the voices or have the urge to self harm anymore….. I still have days where I feel low, but doesn't everyone…

I still have to see the Psychiatrist every week but that's what the agreement was to secure my future as a CSI , so I cant really complain…..and I still take my meds although the dosage has been reduced (a lot if I may add) so that's good..

Well diary speaking of psychiatrists I really should be leaving now other wise not only will I be late for my appointment I'll also be late for work and that wont go down very well.

Speak to you later….. Speed x