Making Things Right
I saw him today, for the first time in six years. Six years of living without his friendship. Six years of regretting how I lost him.
We talked for awhile reminisced and plans for the future. He still looks quite good. He's still got that amazing personality.
I can't believe I missed out on six years of being his friend. I still remember what happened all those years ago...
It started with a phone call.
He asked me if I wanted to walk lucky with him and Button, of course him being my best friend I said yes. We met up at the park, at our favorite run.
We talked about summer and Spring Fling, which was the next day. I could he was getting bored because I was telling him about my dress.
I stopped talking. I looked at him. He stopped walking and he had such a serious look on his face.
I could tell something was bothering him, but I didn't know what. I was so confused.
We had reached the end of the run and he had to go home.
When I got home I think I spent about an hour staring at the phone debating on calling, but I didn't.
The next day He told me he had a surprise for me, but I had to wait. I was so excited. I couldn't wait.
We met up with a group of our friends and we danced the night away.
When they announced the Season Royalty, I was so surprised when I won Queen, but I was ecstatic when he won King. We had our King and Queen Dance and it was breathtaking.
He took me out to the garden. We started to walk around. He stopped me. I looked at him and he looked me in the eyes. He told me he loved me. Of course, me being oblivious, I told him I loved him because he's my best friend. He said no I love you more than a friend. I felt my heart stop. Was this the surprise? I couldn't think straight.
I felt my self tearing up. He looked so vulnerable. I sat down on a bench. He saw me cry and hugged me until I stopped. I did love him, but as my best friend and I told him that. He was so sad. I felt it.
He drove me home and I thanked him goodnight.
Over months, our friendship strained. I can't believe I lost my best friend over this. I couldn't even look at him without crying. I felt so alone. I slowly lost most of my other friends. I guess you can say I became depressed. I finished off the school year without another real conversation with him.
I look at it know and I can't believe things happened that way.
I lost a good friendship, the best friend I've ever had.
But I'm glad we met up again.
I know we can fix things up.
We had a friendship like no other.
I know we can have a better friendship than before.
I gave him my number so we can catch up on things.
I know this is going to be a great start.
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Well, what do you think?
I wrote this in school for a monologue.
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