So here's another story!
I sat staring out across the ocean as the sun was coming up its light casting pink, purple and blue rays over the sky, my eyes opened slowly my breathing was calm, contemplative. My eyes were drawn to distant chores my body tensing for what was to come. My heart beat even, my blood pumping through my veins slowly.
Then in an instant it all changed. My hands balled into fists, my jaw tightened, my heart rate increased, the blood pumping through my veins sung through my body like waves through an ocean, my breathing all the well stayed the same.
My soul self shot from my body seeking out the one who was suppose to be mine, but was giving himself to another the same moment. It soared through the air screeching out warnings to all within hearing range, then just as it got to a hotel in a city not far from Jump City. My soul self quitted its four red eyes hunting for the one window that will give me the proof I needed. Following the mind link we found him… Robin.
We stared into the open window he was with Starfire, in bed just barley reaching a climax which had Starfire moaning in pleasure and Robin groaning. Back in jump city I raised my head to the sun which had fully come up over the horizon to bath my face in its warming light, it brought me no comfort as the pain seared through my body again making me double over.
My soul self cawed once and disappeared into the hotel seeking the others, it found them: Terra, Beast Boy, Cyborg and Jinx in the living room waiting. "Dudes this is agony! Why can't he just go up to Rae and tell her, it's not like she would completely flip out," BB exclaimed. "Because BB he's too much of a Bitch to tell his girlfriend he's cheating on her with Star," Terra growled.
They all visibly gulped, Terra's wrath like mine was… well lets just say not good and keep it at that. "Well I think Terra just said it, should we tell Rae ourselves?" Jinx asked leaning against Cyborg the two had been going out for a good few months now.
They looked at each other then at Terra; "Hey I'm not going to do it! What you want me to tell her that her boyfriend is cheating on her and expect me to come out without a scratch! I don't thinks so," she said. "Come on Terra you're her Best Friend, I highly doubt she would hurt you… much, well unlike us she would probably torture us mercilessly," BB said.
"You mean you BB, not us," Cyborg commented. He squeaked and hid behind Terra; "I know," he said. I shook my head slightly; "I guess we just wait until she finds out on her own, I know she'll be mad at us but at least she'll understand why we didn't tell her," Terra sighed leaning against the Beast Boy.
Just as she said that the pain came again hot and very painful. I cried out, my soul self mirrored my cry alerting the others to its presence. It soared through the floor boards taking the flight straight up into the air. It erupted through the ceiling on the top floor flying back to me as fast as it could.
I gasped out again black and white spots danced in my eyes; I curled into a fetal position. My head was pounding; my entire body shook as wave after wave of pain coursed through my body. My stomach burned, I couldn't do anything. Something was wrong, something was very wrong. My anger gave way to fear, I couldn't go anywhere my soul self wasn't here yet and my emotions were rampaging.
Another thought struck me as my soul self flew back into me, I screamed out in pain again. In the tower I could hear everything breaking, the glass erupting. I tried to calm myself but it wasn't working, nothing was. Then I felt something else… something wet in between my legs. I looked down my eyes widened… Blood.
Blood was all around me. Then stench of death erupted around me another wave of pain another scream now to much to bare I blacked out my emotions all the well continuing their rampage but even worse now that I wasn't conscious to control them.
The other Titans driving up to the Tower…
"Hey guys I can't wait to get back home, who's up for take out pizza?" BB asked. "Sure BB," Terra, Jinx, Cyborg, Starfire and Robin replied. "Sweet," he smiled. They were coming up on Titans Tower when everyone gasped some covering their mouths.
"Oh no," Terra said turning to bury her face into Beast Boys shoulder. "Wh-whats going on?" Jinx asked slowly. "Raven," Terra said. Cyborg now floored the gas, setting even Robin on edge, Starfire's happy look turned into one of concern. Cyborg dodged all traffic, and turned sharply to the ocean which had the T-car hovering over the ocean waters and racing toward the Tower.
When they got to the Tower everyone jumped off calling for Raven, Robin ran into the Tower followed by the others; "Spread out! Find Raven!" Robin yelled the order everyone went off in pairs. Robin and Jinx, Cyborg and Terra, Beast Boy and Starfire; "Everything is ruined!" Beast Boy exclaimed.
Terra and Cyborg went running through the Tower looking into the rooms leading to the roof, then running onto the roof they found me, blood everywhere, eyes were closed in that trace like state that meant I was healing myself. "Shit!" Terra and Cyborg exclaimed in union running to me Cyborg kneeling in the blood checking me over for open wounds he found none.
Cyborg picked me up and ran me to the infirmary where he placed me on one of the bed; he started to perform some tests. After Terra had made sure I was being cared for she call the others and told the where and how she found me.
A couple of hours passed, Robin was pacing, Starfire was sitting down hands in between her legs biting her lip, Terra was by the window looking out trying to control her own temper, Beast Boy was standing on the other side of the window also trying to control his inner beast, Jinx was sitting on the floor in a lotus position waiting.
Cyborg walked in; "What happened? Is Raven ok?" Terra asked fast swirling on Cyborg. "Yes Raven is fine, but her baby wasn't so lucky," Cyborg said looking at Robin. "She was…" Robin started but stopped. "Raven was pregnant, about 2 maybe 3 weeks," Cyborg said.
"Is she awake?" Terra asked. "No, her body is still healing she should be awake in a couple of hours," Cyborg explained. "What's a couple?" Robin asked. "There is no telling, it could be hours it could also be seconds," Cyborg stated.
"What could have caused a miscarriage?" Robin asked. "You're going to have to ask Raven, her body isn't that of a regular human it could have been any number of things, but from the tests I've done… Raven was perfectly healthy able to carry the baby full term," Cyborg said. "Could have been something I've done?" Robin asked.
"Like I said, you're going to have to ask Raven I can't say anything for sure," Cyborg said. Robin sat down on the couch next to Starfire head in his hands; "Its probably better this way," he said. Terra growled softly shooting Robin a death glare and stormed out of the room.
The first thing I was aware of was my heart beat I struggled to stay asleep wanting to be in that sweet dream forever; "Its ok mommy, you have to go now," the little girl in my arms said her head on my shoulder. "Come back with me," I asked her. "I can't mommy I have to stay here, I'm so sorry I hurt you so bad," she said. "Its ok baby, come they're waiting for us," I said. "I can't mommy," she said. I started to panic, I started to hear the beeping of the heart monitor in Titans Tower. "Please baby come back with me," I said to the girl glancing around as the dream started to dim. The little girl climbed out of my arms giving me a soft kiss and went to stand about a foot away from me. "I can't mommy, I love you," she said. "No, No, NO!" I yelled in the dream, I feel like I was being pulled away from her. I reached out toward her trying to go back, the dream dimmed until the only thing I could see was her and even then she disappeared too. I cried out for her tears wet my cheeks…
I sat bolt upright the tears that wet my face in my dream continued on in real life, sobs wracked my body I curled up hugging my knees to my chest, my arms wrapping around my middle. The heart monitor continued to beep even more. The door whooshed open and Terra, Beast Boy, Cyborg, Jinx, Starfire and Robin ran in.
Terra was at my side in an instant, everyone including Robin and Starfire stood off to the side as Terra comforted me sliding into the bed next to me holding me on her lap. She gently stroked my hair; "I-I-I h-h-had her," I sobbed fisting my hand into my hair I shook. "Rae-"Robin stopped. "Raven?" Robin said. My eyes snapped open and I closed them again tightly, just the mere sound of his voice had my body shaking.
My sobs of sadness quitted in the place were deep even breaths, Terra stood where she was un afraid of what might happen next; "Get. Out." I commanded. "Raven," Starfire said. I shot up again; "I SAID LEAVE!" I screamed my voice was laced with the voice of Instinct's. I started to shake again I closed my eyes clenching and unclenching my hands, trying to breath past the voices in my head, I stared into my lap.
I calmed down enough so that my fists weren't clenching and unclenching anymore, my breathing turned back to normal and the shaking stopped. Neither of them left; "I had her," I blinked a single tear sliding down my cheek. "Rae-"Robin said. "I had my little girl, and you-"I paused looking up at Robin.
"You took her away from me… because of you she caused me pain, because of you she took her own life, because of you I had to leave the very thing I've wanted since I killed my father," I seethed shaking badly and glaring at him.
so that was it review me! I have a question for all of u who read this! Should this become a crossover? If not who should Rae get together with... Red, Slade, Batman or go back to Robin...
