Hey Guys! This is my first Fanfic so please go easy :P hope you enjoy it! let me know if they're out of character or I've made mistakes or anything! thanks. xx


"Cas-"

Dean stopped. He was centimeters away from him.

"Cas… would you be- will you go-"

"Forever" Castiel said. He didn't need to know what Dean was going to say. Dean leaned forward pressing his lips to Castiel's gently. He pulled back.

"Finally accepted your sexuality ay Winchester!" Ash said from across the hall. The entire corridor was watching; most with wide grins or soft lazy smiles, some turned away in shame or embarrassment, few in disgust.

Castiel, the shorter of the two boys, although Dean would resent the term; they were 17 turning 18 they were no longer boys, looked away in mortification. Jo interrupted Cas' embarrassment by running over and glomping him, and then Dean in turn.

Dean hugged Jo tightly as she babbled about how adorable they were. Over her shoulder he made eye contact with his flustered and gorgeous grinning boyfriend and couldn't help but return the face splitting smile.


"Cas-"

Dean choked, crumpling on the ground with his clean white coat.

"For..ev.."

"CAS" Deans said, his voice sounded as if it was wrenched out.

Hands balled Castiel's tee-shirt. Dean leaned in, fingers pinching his boyfriend's nose, pressing their lips together Dean let a half sob half breath out before pulling back. His hands moving to his chest before, pressing steady pumps into the body. "Cas you-" Dean's voice faltered "you- god, Cas" He choked again "you can't leave me." Dean stopped again, arms acting of their own accord; shaking Castiel's body. He leant in again to continue CPR, he was a doctor, and this should be easy.

Choked sobs that left his mouth mixed with the sound of grinding bones, every time Dean pumped his hands on Castiel's chest.

"Cas- please- don't you" he choked "Cas pleas-" his voice broke off. "Cas you son-of-a-bitch don't leave me." Dean bent over pressing forehead to Castiel's. His blurry eyes focusing on the lifeless eyes of the man he loves. Tears bled down his face, but went ignored. "I- I- Cas, I can't do-"he swallowed "I can't do this… Not without you" He said, his voice was barely audible. "Cas, I love you." He buried his face in Castiel's bloody shirt, sobbing.

"Dean, Dean- it's been over an hour, please-" there was an intake of breath and a choked swallow "please let me call it." Dean looked up to a distressed Meg.

Dean shook his head, but Meg bent down taking Castiel's wrist in between her two fingers and thumb "Time of death-"another choked sound "6:20 July 5th 2013" Meg finished. Before placing her face in her hands.

Dean sat there with the slowly cooling body of the love of his life. Broken tears filled and dropped from his eyes. Dean clawed at his face, trying to remove the tears, remove reality.

He pulled Castiel on to his lap and ran his hand though the soft but dark hair. "I love you Castiel, now and always; forever, baby, forever."


Castiel stepped out of the way of another person.

They had been the seventh one today. Castiel's face contorted into a confused if not angry glare. His eye brows drawing together above his eyes. Cas had begun wondering if they were all playing a practical joke on him, organized by Dean. Everyone had been ignoring him and not replying to him. Cas had spoken to Jo the receptionist asking what the date was; he went ignored.

So he walked around the counter to take a look himself. It was September 12th 2013. The only thing Jo had said was "It's freaking cold in here; the heating must have stuffed up." But that didn't really seem to be a reply to him.

Castiel looked up as the door opened. It was Dean. Castiel's face bore a smile that he reserves only for Dean as he stepped forward. He felt as if they hadn't seen each other in days, weeks even. The tugging in Castiel's stomach did not go unnoticed. It was pulling him to Dean; he needed to hug him, squeeze him, and feel him. He needed to hold Dean.

Castiel had never really been one for public displays of affection, or PDA's as Sam had once called it joking about the two kissing, but this time he needed to be with Dean.

Using long strides he walked as fast over to Dean. "Hello Dean..." He said, smile wide. "You sure got me goo-"He began to say shaking his head, his arm stretched out ready for a hug.

Where Cas' arms should have wrapped around Dean in quite a rough hug; due to the pace Cas had been walking at, Castiel fell straight through Dean.