She'd been through this before having Logan in her head, not really him but his essence, his character not really him himself it wasn't like he was talking to her in her head he was just there, like all the others she had touched. Though unlike last time she could tell this was going to last longer, be stronger after all she had held on for too long a time. Pain rippled through her chest as she thought of the man lying beside her unconscious in the jet.
Rogue felt the plane shudder underneath her and felt a strange sense of nausea hmm she had never been sacred of planes before ahh but Logan was and she couldn't help what came out of her mouth next, "Who taught you how to fly a plane" she felt a strange high at saying these words and realizing she was getting to Scott who was driving. "Sorry" she said to him looking down embarrassed.
"It's fine Rogue" Scott said looking back at her with a look of pity on his face that made anger raise in her throat, an anger that was not hers but could only be Logan's. "It must be hell having him in your head" Rogue looked away knowing that the anger threatening to overwhelm her was not hers and that it was irrational there was no reason for her to be mad, Logan was just an angry person some times. Rogue felt somebody settle beside her and turned to see Jean and this time she successfully stifled the feelings rising up inside her this was one battle she was not going to lose.
"How does it feel having him inside you?" Rogue looked down she wanted to talk to let her feelings out but the other part of her the Logan part had other ideas. "It must be hard" If she was going to talk to anybody it was going to be Jean.
"Yes it's very hard it's like having two people inside of me there's me and Logan" Her sentence was interrupted but another lurch by the plane "ugh I hate being nauseas" Jean raised a questioning eyebrow "Logan doesn't like flying." Rogue looked around nervous to which Jean seemed to notice.
"You ok Rogue you look like you want to run?" Rogue sighed and finally decided she wanted to talk that she needed to talk no matter what Logan felt.
"No it just that Logan's not one for talking to people, its weird feeling things that he would. I can't help but feel nervous like I want to get up and run at any second. He's not used to staying in one place for too long or trusting people for that matter. He's always ready for fight and its giving me a headache." Even as Rogue said this she couldn't help how her body was posed looking for a way out so she could be alone. No she would fight his instincts push him to the back of her mind to where he would only be a memory a distant echo but first she would need some sleep after all she had held on way too long.
