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"Do you believe in heaven, Dr. Watson?" the man asked softly, leaning over his clipboard towards John. His blue eyes shone brightly under his glasses. He pursed his lips and seemed to look into John's soul.

"Um…" no one had asked John that question since he was a boy. "I didn't, but now I don't know." John scratched his head, feeling awkward under the intent gaze of his new psychiatrist.

"Can you elaborate?" John scoffed before sighing deeply.

"Well… since um, Sherlock died," John sniffled slightly, trying to get the itch of tears out of his head. "I'll see him in my dreams, and we'd have these long chats, or rather, uh, arguments. They really were about nothing," John rubbed the back of his neck, thinking back to the dreams. The conversations about nothing were his favourites. Sherlock was carefree, and so was John. Get the fucking head out of my fridge, Sherlock. Sherlock stop yelling. Sherlock, how many times do I have to tell you NO GUNS. "And I can't possibly imagine Sherlock just… stopping. Not even death can stop Sherlock, can't wipe him from the planet. I guess that's like a heaven, right?"

Dr. Winchester smiled, leaning back in his seat.

"And what about angels?" John looked up, intertwining his fingers and snapping his thoughts back here.

"What about them?"

"Do you believe in angels?" John smirked.

"No." John answered curtly, "I believe in heroes. I believe heroes exist and…" John squeezed his hands together. "And I believe Sherlock was one of the heroes."

Dr. Winchester grinned, writing something down on a piece of paper on his clipboard before getting up. John stood up as well, taking Dr. Winchester's hand in a tight handshake.

"Well, Dr. Watson," he began, "I've enjoyed our time together. See you day after tomorrow, as usual!"

"Yeah, cheers!" John laughed, still milking his 'I'm perfectly fine' act. As he was walking away, Dr. Winchester seemed to remember something.

"Oh, ah, John," he started, turning back to John. That was the first time he'd called John something other than Dr. Watson. "Don't forget to go through Mr. Holmes' old notebooks. You never know what you might find." Dr. Winchester smiled evilly. "You might even find a few demons."

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