I Feel as if I am very high up and feel lightless that you can't feel the ground at all, as I think and ask questions about my parents' deaths.
Why was it them out of everyone else? Was the main question prodding my mind for anwsers.
A few more. was why was it me?
Out of everyone why was it me and my parents?
What did they do to offend that person so much they had to come stock them down and try to kill them?
I have been thinking harder apon these questions this more then ever.
I have learned that my parents' death had not been an accident as I orinaly belived.
After sudden earth shattering of news erupter to explode about my parent in front of me.
And now I have been dazed the rest of the summer by it.
It was even more so then, then it had before I heard the untimely dread / death / news of their somize.
But it was the disgrace of their names that had finaly done it.
Now I have been so keen on what it was that they had done that I did not know or remember that I had been dodging by friends and forgetting about them.
They should have been mad or annoyed but they weren't the had understood perfectly. And supported me in every dession.
I am greatfull twords them but it is time I move on my own for awhile.
Though they might not be to keen on this decion or apprecate it but they will come to understand and soon will agree it was for the best but of course not for a while after.
Because they would be either woried or mad that I had not told them.
Though secretly I feel as if this would be a great adventure if it had been under different circumstances.
I know there are great sacerfices along the way of doing so.
But their help is well deserved else where. Sure a few of them would miss me.
But I will miss a lot of them more then they.
Again after I go over the plans in my head to get my revenge and anwsers on the person who has cost me the most.
I start to fell wounderasly light and high off the ground.
But soon there was a knock on my door that sent me crashing down hevily as if the has a woken me from a very vibal dream.
Vebil- how do I think of such words? It's probley because of the magic I have to deal with and these stange powers.
That give me a better vocalulary.
Once again after that knock of the door I was in that high light weight spot again.
They knocked on the door again and this time a voice rang out.
To some she had a marvolis voice but to me I was plain use to it so it didn't seem so wonderfull as the person.
"Hurry up I know you in there. And I know your position but you shouldn't be like this. Perk up and I'll be happy once again! Open up or I'll force my way in...! One two Three."
"Hold on I'm coming!"
"Well good! you know that we are both worried about you. Don't you"
They both seem to worry about me.
-To be continued.
Why was it them out of everyone else? Was the main question prodding my mind for anwsers.
A few more. was why was it me?
Out of everyone why was it me and my parents?
What did they do to offend that person so much they had to come stock them down and try to kill them?
I have been thinking harder apon these questions this more then ever.
I have learned that my parents' death had not been an accident as I orinaly belived.
After sudden earth shattering of news erupter to explode about my parent in front of me.
And now I have been dazed the rest of the summer by it.
It was even more so then, then it had before I heard the untimely dread / death / news of their somize.
But it was the disgrace of their names that had finaly done it.
Now I have been so keen on what it was that they had done that I did not know or remember that I had been dodging by friends and forgetting about them.
They should have been mad or annoyed but they weren't the had understood perfectly. And supported me in every dession.
I am greatfull twords them but it is time I move on my own for awhile.
Though they might not be to keen on this decion or apprecate it but they will come to understand and soon will agree it was for the best but of course not for a while after.
Because they would be either woried or mad that I had not told them.
Though secretly I feel as if this would be a great adventure if it had been under different circumstances.
I know there are great sacerfices along the way of doing so.
But their help is well deserved else where. Sure a few of them would miss me.
But I will miss a lot of them more then they.
Again after I go over the plans in my head to get my revenge and anwsers on the person who has cost me the most.
I start to fell wounderasly light and high off the ground.
But soon there was a knock on my door that sent me crashing down hevily as if the has a woken me from a very vibal dream.
Vebil- how do I think of such words? It's probley because of the magic I have to deal with and these stange powers.
That give me a better vocalulary.
Once again after that knock of the door I was in that high light weight spot again.
They knocked on the door again and this time a voice rang out.
To some she had a marvolis voice but to me I was plain use to it so it didn't seem so wonderfull as the person.
"Hurry up I know you in there. And I know your position but you shouldn't be like this. Perk up and I'll be happy once again! Open up or I'll force my way in...! One two Three."
"Hold on I'm coming!"
"Well good! you know that we are both worried about you. Don't you"
They both seem to worry about me.
-To be continued.
