Finn POV

Mr. Shue called us all into the auditorium. No one was up for Glee practice after hearing about Karofsky. We are all sitting in the middle of the auditorium. "I know you've all heard about Karofsky... And I know some of you don't know how to process the information. So I wanted to talk to you about it. We all have that one thing that can push us over the edge and make us try."Oh crap. I feel my pulse racing. I can't let my deepest secret become exposed to everybody. NO ONE knows about this. No one knows I've tried to. After I found out about Quinn and Puck, the entire year was crap. I felt like crap. Mr Shue is still speaking, I realize. "I know, I've been there. So I want you all to think about what can push you over the edge individually." It's silent for a moment. I look around and everyone seems to be in deep thought. I don't want to think about it. How low I felt, how worthless I was/am. It brings me to a dark place I never fully got out of. "I want you all to know, you're not alone. You have each other, and I'm always here. So please, if any of you ever feel like you want to end it, please call me or call someone because no matter how lonely you feel, you're never truly alone. Glee practice is cancelled for the rest of the week and my door is always open if you ever want to talk." And with that, everybody starts to leave to auditorium. I'm walking out with Kurt and Rachel when Mr. Shue stops me. "Hey Finn, mind if I talk to you about that last Spanish test?" I don't remember there being a Spanish test but I nod. Rachel said they''d wait for me but I said they didn't have to. I go to Mr. Shue's office and I sit down. "Finn, you seemed really uncomfortable in there... Everything alright buddy?" I feel the blood rushing to my face. "Um... yeah, it's just that I was thinking about umm how Karofsky's doing and umm what caused him to do it." I lie. It's not the greatest excuse but it's the best I've got. I can't let anyone know yet, I'm not ready. "Finn, you're a horrible liar, and you and I both know that was a terrible lie. So do you want to tell me what's really going on." I take a deep breath. "When I found out about Quinn and Puck," I start shakily, "I really wasn't in the best state. I was blaming myself, I felt so worthless. I felt like I was nothing. So I had... thoughts... and I almost tried twice, but I couldn't do that to my mom." I look at Mr. Shue. He just looks at me and pulls me into a tight embrace. "Are you okay now though..." "I'm better, I still have thoughts, but I'd never go as far as attempt." "I'm glad you're doing better but just know, I'm always going to be here for you. Always Finn." "Thanks Mr. Shue... Can I go now." "Yeah you can go, I'll see you tomorrow Finn." And with that I leave his office and head home. For the first time in a long time, I think I'll be alright.