Disclaimer I don't Own Twilight or Songs Mentioned
EPOV
Today I came home from school after Bella said we were through and started kissing this dude named Dylan. He's human but tall with blond hair and blue eyes that can pierce into your soul. She said that she loved him more than me. I looked down on my bed and saw a cd with my name on it in her handwriting. It says, " Edward watch these videos with your family, the songs will help you understand. Bella"
I came down the stairs tot he living room to see the other Cullen's assembled there. I raised an eyebrow to Alice and she thought, "I'm sorry Edward I just saw her decision for us to watch it and called the rest of us here."
"Alright let's see what she has to say" With that I put the disc in the DVD player.
The screen went black then... we saw Bella sitting on a stool with Jacob Black there playing hip hop music from his computer.
"Well Edward, if you are watching this video you know that I have left you and these videos may help a little with insight. This first song describes our relationship in a way from my point of view."
Too late for immortal life
Caught in a chase, 25 to life
Too late for immortal life
Caught in a chase, 25 to life
Too late
(I can't keep loving you)
(Taking my life away)
Caught in a chase, 25 to life
I don't think he understands the sacrifices that I made
Maybe if this vamp had acted right, I would've stayed
But I've already wasted over half of my life
I would've laid down and died for you, I no longer cry for you
No more pain, eddie, you took me for granted
Took my heart and ran it straight into the planet
Into the dirt, I can no longer stand it
Now my respect I demand it
I'ma take control of this relationship, command it
And I'ma be the boss of you now, you got it
And what I mean is that I will no longer let you control me
So you better hear me out, this much you owe me
I gave up my life for you, totally devoted to you, while I stayed
Faithful all the way, this is how I get repaid?
Look at how I dress, frilly skirts and dresses, go to school a mess
Always in a rush to get back to you, I ain't heard you yet
Not even once say you appreciate me, I deserve respect
I've done my best to give you nothing less than perfectness
And I know that if I end this you'll no longer have nothing left
But you keep treating me like a staircase, it's I left
And I won't be coming back so please hold your breath
You know what you've done, no need to go in depth
You told you, I'd be sorry if I left, I'd laugh while you wept
How's it feel now? Yeah, funny ain't it, you neglected me
Did me a favor although my spirit free you've said
But a special place for you in my heart I have kept
It's unfortunate but it's
Too late for immortal life
Caught in a chase, 25 to life
Too late for immortal life
Caught in a chase, 25 to life
I feel like when I bend over backwards for you, all you do is laugh
'Cause that ain't good enough, you expect me to fold myself in half
'Til I snap, don't think I'm loyal, all I do is think of you
I cannot see my friends on the side, I have no life outside of you
Don't I give you enough of my time, you don't think so, do you?
Jealous when I spend time with the pack
Why I'm with you still, eddie, I don't know
But tonight I'm serving you with answers, I'm leaving you
Go date Tanya Denali and make her perfect
And take away their freedom like you did to me
Treat 'em like you don't need 'em and they ain't worthy of you
Feed 'em the same lies you made me eat
I'm moving on forget you, oh, now I'm special
I never felt special when I was with you
All I ever felt was this, helplessness
Imprisoned by alice, chew me up and spit me out
I fell for this so many times, it's ridiculous
And still I stick with this, I'm sick of this
But in my sickness and addiction, you're addictive as they get
Evil as they come, vindictive as they make 'em
My dad keep asking me why I can't just walk away from
I'm addicted to the pain, the kiss, the drama
I'm drawn in, so I guess, I'ma mess, cursed and blessed
But this time I'ma ain't changing my mind, I'm climbing out this abyss
You screaming as I walk out that You'll be missed
But when you spoke of people who meant the most to you
You left me off your list
Forget you Eddie, I'm leaving you
My life sentence is served, Eddie, and it's just
Too late for immortal life
Caught in a chase, 25 to life
Too late for immortal life
Caught in a chase, 25 to life
Too late
Caught in a chase, 25 to life
I stared blankly at the screen.
I listened to my families thoughts
Esme- Poor Edward. I really thought Bella was the one.
Carlise- I hope my son finds love again.
Emmett- Dang bro got burned by Bella in a song.
Jasper- God Edward stop feeling so down.
Rosalie- He is controlling in a way.
Alice- I'm sorry Edward.
I was afraid fro the next video.
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