The Other Side of Silence

Everyone tells me they're sorry,

Says that they know how I feel.

Of what it is like to lose all your kin,

In a moment that hardly seemed real.

You've never said that you understood though,

Is it because you have changed?

Losing your father on the same night as me,

On that night of cold wind and cold rain.

We don't seem to converse that often,

Too haunted are we by that day?

Or is it that we know each other?

That there's nothing at all we can say?

I can't sleep a wink, it always comes back,

My mum and my dad, Felix too.

Nightmares in mind, I can only escape,

When turning my thoughts towards you.

Little sleep during night, haunted by day,

Months have passed and still I feel weak.

But one way or the other, I'm grateful to you,

For in our silence we speak.