A/N: Hey guys. So some details about this. I wrote it a while ago. This was just a writing exercise that turned into a deleted scene from Sammy, the Witch and the Badass. I don't know that you necessarily would have had to have read SWBA in order too enjoy this but maybe this will make you want to read it.
-Writing Exercise - Word Prompt - Edward
-Time Limit - 5 minutes
-Deleted Scene - From fic: Sammy, the Witch and the Badass by MSMKT86 - After Dean is cured and he and Sam are about to leave Mystic Falls, these are his thoughts.
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I don't know what I was thinking. I'm not a romantic. I'm not in tune with my feminine side. I'm just Dean. I try to be the best man that I can be but its hard to do that when you have to compete with...a fantasy. She wants a man like Edward Cullen but all I can offer is car talk and pop culture references. I know what she says. That she loves me no matter my flaws but I'm damaged goods. I mean why would she take the busted box of sugar flakes when she could take the awesome box of Frosted Flakes?
People don't survive around me. They trust me and put their lives in my hands and I just end up getting them killed. Jo, Ellen, Ash, Bobby, Rufus, Pamela, my dad, Sam, Cas. Everyone I've ever loved and considered mine have died. I know they would all say that they did what did for the greater good and not for me but I know that because I asked them for their help they all ended up dead. Yeah ok Sam and Cas came back but both of them were different for it. Hell, I've died and I know I'm different. I just need her to stay with Damon. He won't get her killed. He won't put her life in danger.
She won't understand. I know she won't but this life...my life...I wouldn't wish it on anyone. It's thankless and dirty and disturbing and dealing with evil on a daily basis does something to a person. To their spirit. Bonnie is too perfect and I don't want to see her wrecked by this life like Sammy was. Half a person, always wanting out and never being able to actually get there. I love her but she needs to be protected and she needs to live her life the way it was supposed to be. Not in the back seat of a classic car traveling the highway with two damaged and broken brothers who have lost everything. I won't let that happen.