I Met a Killer

... and I liked it

I haven´t decided yet. This song or poem (rather song, dunno why) may and may not have something to do with my story. But probably it should have :D For now just inspired by it.

(Free from desire, you realize the mystery.
Caught in desire, you see only the manifestations.
Yet mystery and manifestations arise from the same source.
This source is called darkness.
Darkness within darkness.
The gateway to all understanding.)

I met a killer ... yet I´m not dead ...
It was crispy december noon
As I lied naked in my room
Sleeping
Dreaming

When I woke up His eyes stared at me
Saying: "Love, I am your enemy"
"Are you comming up from hell?" I asked sleepily
"I´ll put on you a demon´s spell" he said
"I think, I saw your face before."
"I´m coming from the darkest shore.
"To be your nightmare
"To be the nightmare of your own"

I wasn´t afraid
It was like a moment of fate
I couldn´t wait, I caught my bait

I met a killer ... and still I haven´t died
It was really funny
I felt like I was in heaven
His lips with taste of honey
For a while I slept in Eden
With killer in my room ... with him by my side

I stayed at home, that crispy winter day
Watching the falling snow, angel feathers ... ripped
Reading old tome, with a pages of grey
Feeling love overflow, and our leathers... stripped

I said "You are beautiful. Stay with me."
He said "I´ll never leave you. Heard your plea.."
I touched his chest
No heart, No beat
"Talk with me, my pretty devil killer.
"I hate silence
"Please, sing that prayer to me
"Be my quidance
"To the place I wanna be"

His voice vanished
I heard his heavy breath on my face
Snowflakes glittering on old glass vase
I heard his heart beating, rythm 666
Petals floating down and down the river Styx

Wind outside screamed
"Stop, stop this dream
"It´s a devil
"Can´t you see it?
"He is evil
"You must feel it."

Stray dog outside howled
"Run away
"If you´ll stay
"For sure you´ll meet your end
"Trust me he´s not your friend"

But I was trapped in demon´s eyes
With sigh he touched my hand
Dry as a fallen sand
And looked up to the open skies
"Come with me
"Towards our eternity
"God bless thee
"I can´t leave your purity"

I smiled with a wicked smile
"My handsome devil killer set me free
"You can do it
"I believe you, sharing my life with thee
"So take my hand
"Dry as fallen sand
"I want to go where shades linger
"Where day and night never differ"

As we passed that howling dog
As we passed that windy fog
I said to them
With a smile like gem
"Don´t be sad
"Don´t play mad
"Don´t grieve,Please don´t cry
"Don´t curse, Don´t ask why
"No need to pity, no need to pretend"
"I enjoyed the game, I´ll enjoy the end"
"After the final blow"

"When king lies dead and down

"All pieces end up the same"
"Wrapped in one silver bow"

"When queen betrays her crown

"To sleep with a pawn"

"And crow dreams with swan"

"All pieces end up the same"
"Marked by one common name"

I met a killer ... with him I cannot die ...
It was crispy december noon
As I walked stright towards the Moon