(I've been writing alot of one shots for fun, and songfics. This is just a regular one shot and im too lazy to make a fictionpress so I'm changing the names from my stories to characters from books and movies and putting them on here. just remember they are allll COMPLETELY OOC. Unless I say differently. In this case, it's only slightly ooc.)
Stanley woke up and wondered where he was. It was an unfamiliar room with unfamiliar smells and sights. It all came back to him as he opened his eyes though and he remembered the night before. As he quietly crawled from Cadie's bed, he thought over and overthought all that he could remember from the night before.
Hot Breath.
Soft Skin.
Sweet Lips.
Cries of Lust.
Screams of Pleasure.
He looked down at where Cadie slept soundly and sighed, shaking his head at his selfishness. She loved him, he just knew it. He probably led her on so badly last night and it meant not a thing to him. Not one bit of feeling was there for her. Yeah, she's a cute kid. He just didn't think of her that way. He had a thing for Michelle, and he was pretty sure everyone BUT Michelle knew it.
He leaned over and kissed Cadie's neck lightly as she continued sleeping peacefully.
Dreaming of me, I bet. he thought. Poor girl..
On the brightside, he finally got laid, right? Tony would be proud. Prouder than anything.
"Get you some!" Tony yelled later when Stan told him what he could remember from his hot and steamy night "undercovers".
"Yeah. It was awesome, man." Stan said, slapping Tony's hand.
"No feelings, just pleasure. That's allll the sex is, man." Tony said. "It rocks like crazy."
"Yeah.." Stan lied. Truth was, he started thinking.
Cadie.
Cadie.
Cadie.
She ran accross his mind all day.
Cadie.
Cadie.
Cadie.
He wanted to go see her. To tell her that that wasn't just a one night thing and he developed feelings somewhere along the road and he wanted to see her more. He wanted to be with her, not just be with her.
So, that night, he ran to her house and knocked on her door.
Knock Knock.
No answer.
Knock Knock.
Still, no answer.
He started knocking frantically on each door in the neighborhood. He even went to Michelle's, Tea's, Daisy's, Abhud's, and every other person who knew her; only with the exception of Tony.
"Have you seen Cadie?"
Nope.
"Did you see Cadie today?"
Nuhuh.
"Dude, do you know where Cadie is?"
Nah, dude. But come in.. We just got a whooole new supply of the green.
"No thanks.
This went on for days, maybe even weeks.. Cadie was nowhere to be found. He even had a ring ready. He wanted Cadie, he didn't just want her anymore. He wanted a life with her. He wanted children. He wanted love. He wanted to make her acutally happy.
Please, God, he had even lowered himself to christianity. Let me find her. I just want her.. Only her for life.. Let me find her. I'll even not give this crap up. Yeah, that's it. I'll believe in you if she comes back. He bargained, begged, hoped, prayed, dreamt, cursed, cried, screamed. Still, there was no Cadie.
"Give up, man. She isn't coming back. Come smoke and take your mind off of it." Abhud would never understand. He never knew love. He didn't know what a one-night stand could turn into.
Months passed and still, no Cadie.. He realized it then, the day it made it a year. He realized what had happened. He realized she didn't want him anymore. He finally was able to come home and tell himself it was all over.
"It's over."
He told himself that daily until he was able to get over her finally.
"It's all over.."
"One night stands are just that. They never last dude. Like I said, it's the pleasure that matters." Tony told him that with a wide smile as always.
"SHUT UP TONY. YOU HAVE MICHELLE. YOU DON'T HAVE PAIN. YOU GET LAID AND YOU LEAVE." Stan wanted to yell.
"YOU NEVER FEEL A THING, DO YOU?" He wanted to scream in his face.
Heartbreak lasts a lifetime, right? It never fully goes away, does it? What happens when one falls and the other doesn't?
She just left, like that. Disapeared with nothing else to say to Stan or anyone. God knows where she might be now.
Years passed.
"Stanley.." It was Effy..
"Effy..? You.. You're talking."
She gave a silent nod and reached out her shivering hand. Stanley noticed that there was a small white envelope lying in her tiny palm.
"Wh-Effy, What is this?" Stan got chills and shivered, unsure of what to do with it. He was scared to take it.
"Just shut your mouth and take it, Stan. And, I swear to GOD if you tell anyone I said a WORD at all, I will strangle you and chop your noodiez off." She glared at him, pushing the envelope towards him aggressively.
Stanley hurriedly grabbed it and stuffed it into his hoodie pocket. "I'll read it later... I won't tell anyone, I swear Effy."
She nodded again and sighed, turning and walking upstairs to her room. Minutes later, he heard 3OH!3 blaring and had no doubt she was cutting herself again.
He went on sat on the couch of his life-long bestfriend's house and looked around, seeing pictures of Tony and Effy everywhere. They looked like a perfect family in all of the portraits, and even though he knew they weren't, he wanted an actual family. It had been about two and a half years but still, he thought of nothing but her.
Cadie.
Cadie.
Cadie.
Slowly, Stanley pulled the envelope out of his pocket and looked over it. It was blank, no sign of who it could've been from or for or why Effy would give it to him.
He started to pull it open with shaking fingertips.
In the background, he heard the words speaking his mind,
"You better find somebody else and get a hold of yourself."
It was like Effy was purposely playing this song, and maybe she was. Either way, it was true. He needed to let go.
He unfolded the piece of paper that he had just pulled from the envelope and a picture fell out. He ignored the picture and started to read.
"Effy..
Please, tell me. How is Stanley? I never wanted to leave. I wish I didn't have too.. But I couldn't stand myself any longer.. We had a night.. A God-Awful but amazing night. I couldn't live with myself after I woke up and saw him gone. I figured I would be able to make him love me if I showed him that part of me.. If I trusted him with something I'd never trusted any guy with.. I gave him my innocence in hope that I wouldn't lose him. But I never really had him to begin with, huh?
Anyways, how are you? Still trying to figure out what your first sentence will be when you start talking again? I miss you, darling. I wish I could write more often, but I don't want anyone to get suspicious when I sneak it into your window. I wouldn't want the neighbors to see me. I know its been a few months, but I swear, I'll come again next month..
I miss Stanley so much, though Eff. I still am in love with him, but I mean, now I've got Anthony and he's so freaking amazing. Treats me like a princess. He proposed yesterday, and I of course, said I would think.. I really want to say yes. In fact, he's calling now. I may have him meet me at our favorite diner. Yea, that's it. I'm gonna say yes! Oh, Effy, if only you could meet him. He's got the prettiest green eyes, and the softest brown hair. He's the opposite of Stanley. I think maybe I could end up loving him and hopefully forgetting Stan.. Has Stan found someone yet? Are Tony and Michelle back together? What about Abhud? Has he kicked his smoking habit? Oh, how is Daisy and her music? I would love to hear her play once more..
I'm going to meet Anthony. I can't wait to tell him I'm gonna marry him. Maybe I can find a way to get you to the wedding without anyone knowing? I trust you to keep a secret! ;)
Love Always,
Cadie"
How could he possibly process all of this.. He had to see her.
"EFFY!" He yelled, jumping up and running up stairs.
"So drink the poison lightly, there are deeper and darker things than you.. I know, I've been there too.." The music sang, and he was almost scared to walk into her door.
(Okkkaaayy. so i'm gonna make this a choose-your-ending story. This will end up being a bit more than a one shot, I guess o.o I really got into writing this. lololol. So if you want something sad to happen, go to the second chapter. If you want something happy to happen, skip to chapter three.
much loves -Torie Terrify)