Divided we fall (SongficPoem)

by PandasWarpaint

This wasn't originally gonna be put up on the fanfic site but my friend said to so yeh. I wrote this to get all my emotions out, and as I was figuring out how to write it out when Divided We Fall by BOTDF came on, and the lyrics fit my situation perfectly. Btw it kinda sucks, it was written within like 15 mins. Divided We Fall by Blood on the Dance Floor (Songfic/Poem)

Sooo.

This wasn't originally gonna be put up on the fanfic site but my friend said to so yeh.

I wrote this to get all my emotions out, and as I was figuring out how to write it out when Divided We Fall by BOTDF came on, and the lyrics fit my situation perfectly.

Btw it kinda sucks, it was written within like 15 mins.

Now this based off the fact that my best friend in the whole universe, my ohana, may move to Oregon :-/ I live in California.

I'm really upset about it but she's still my ohana, my family, my sister, and my best friend.

This is written in the future, if she were to move..-

It's nobody's fault that we ended up here

You're so far away, I'm still stuck here.

Just got caught up and overcome by our fear

Now you're gone and without you my life is that of fear

Now it's so fucked up, now I'm drowning in tears

Its not fair you had to leave me with many tears

How can the people I come from just disappear?

You did it in reality, now how come mentally you can't disappear

So I go in my room and turn the lights off

Damn this pisses me off.

And try to escape all the pain that you've caused

Its not your fault but still, pain is what you've caused.

Turn the radio up and recite all the words

Try to distract myself, singing you favorite words

And try to find someone who knows how it hurts

You understood but still, it hurts

I run away, all the fighting and the screaming

My mind, all it does is scream.

Someone wake me up; I'm dreaming, it's like a nightmare

This life without you is definitely a nightmare.

I'm feeling lost ever since you got up and left

I'm not the same now that you've left.

Now I'm trapped here in misery plagued by my regrets

Everything I did wrong, all these regrets.

Where do we go? Last shout being reckless

I smile remembering us being reckless.

Wish I had someone when I'm feeling down and helpless

I always had you, but now just me, broken and helpless.

But now you're gone, I wish you would have stayed

I cry, wishing you stayed.

And I'll just be a memory of what was yesterday

You'll make a better life, with no thoughts of me yesterday.

I'm feeling destroyed by secrets and lies

All this drama between my new friends, one thing you never did, keep secrets and lies.

Divided we fall

Separated from you I fall.

Unconditional love has been compromised

We loved each other unconditionally, that may now be compromised

Divided we fall

Separated from you I fall.

We came into this world together

Always did everything together.

Over time it tore us apart

Now we're so far apart.

We fight and we scream and we curse at each other

We had our times we fought, but we always made up with each other.

Why can't we go back to the start?

Without you I don't even know where to start.

We rise, we fall, we gotta just keep holding on

You and I, just keep marching on.

What do you do when everyone you love is gone?

I have nobody now, they're all gone.

I'm feeling lost with no guidance or direction

I can't do anything now, you were my sense of direction.

Searching for protection, only seeing my reflection

Everything is gone, I can't even stand my own reflection.

I'm breaking down, trying to hold it all together

I give up I cant keep my life together.

But it's kinda hard when you can't predict the fucking weather

Without you it seems rain is the only weather.

And now you're gone, I wish you would have stayed

I cry, wishing you stayed.

And I'll just be a memory of what was yesterday

You'll make a better life, with no thoughts of my yesterday.

I'm feeling destroyed by secrets and lies

All this drama between my new friends, one thing you never did, keep secrets and lies.

Divided we fall

Separated from you I fall.

Unconditional love has been compromised

We loved each other unconditionally, that may now be compromised

Divided we fall

Separated from you I fall.

We came into this world together

Always did everything together.

Over time it tore us apart

Now we're so far apart.

We fight and we scream and we curse at each other

We had our times we fought, but we always made up with each other.

Why can't we go back to the start?

Without you I don't even know where to start

Please don't go and leave me alone

Now I'm all alone.

Please don't go and leave me alone

Now I'm all alone.

I'm feeling destroyed by secrets and lies

All this drama between my new friends, one thing you never did, keep secrets and lies.

Divided we fall

Separated from you I fall.

Unconditional love has been compromised

We loved each other unconditionally, that may now be compromised

Divided we fall

Separated from you I fall.

We came into this world together

Always did everything together.

Over time it tore us apart

Now we're so far apart.

We fight and we scream and we curse at each other

We had our times we fought, but we always made up with each other.

Why can't we go back to the start?

Without you I don't even know where to start

That was a bit more touchy feely than I wanted it to be, but I just let my tears take over and write this.

And Natalie, if you're reading this I love you like my sister. You're my Ohana, best friend and my sister. Nothing will EVER change that. Not even if you lived in fucking china.