Rini's dream date
*~*~Author's note: This is an old Sailor moon story I had on a floppy disk I know most people don't really like Rini but I do. I change minor grammatical errors and added these little author notes but that's it. Hope you enjoy it. ~*~*~*
Act one: I can get you off my mind.
(A/n: This is all in Rini's point of view or as I seen people write it as 'RPOV'.)
Today is June 28, 199X
Dear dairy,
I woke up this morning glad that school is out and I can finally spend my days with Darien and the rest of the girls. Darien bought me this diary the other day I like it and all but it remind me of him. Helios. I can't believe I helped save the world this time. Well I kinda save the world last time with my pure heart and befriending Hotaru. I miss her a lot too. This diary reminds me of Helios because it has a winged horse on it that looks just like Pegasus. Pegasus was the form that Helios spirit took when he was trapped by the witch Nephrenia. Who destroy his home Elysion and almost cover our world in darkness but we stopped her with the golden crystal. I almost cried when Darien gave it too me. He told me he got it for me since I always seem to have a lot of secrets and a lot on my mind. He says it a good thing to write them down sometimes, but he warn me to keep you somewhere safe so Serena won't try to read it. Though she really can't cause I have the key and I can lock you up. I'm hiding you in between my mattress though I'm not sure that's a good place. I think there some loose boards in my room maybe I can pry some of them loose and hid you in there. I know it's almost me and Serena's birthday too. I guess I still a little blue. Almost ever, special friend I seem to make, I lose. I enjoyed being with Houtaru but she had an evil demon inside her and was reborn into a baby. So, we can't play anymore. Pegasus was actually the soul of Helios who is the guardian of dreams and lives in Elysion and have to help protect all our dreams. Still I miss them both like crazy and wish they could me with me now. They are both in my heart but it doesn't feel the same way. Serena knocking on my door, we going shopping with the girls today. -End- (Of her writing in her diary.)
I walked along holding Amy's hand. Amy nice and smart and I like being with her. We read books together, she tells me a lot of neat stuff, and she also helps me with long division. Raye and Serena are fighting over the same skirt, there's a summer sale on skirts and sandals going on all through the mall. Raye says Serena is too fat to fit the skirt so she might as well like her have it. Serena says she isn't fat and Raye is too tall so she should let her have it. This makes me laugh cause it is true Serena is probably to fat for the skirt and Raye looks like she might me too tall for it. Mina finds a pair of really cute sandals and Lita found a nice summer kimono. Amy and I are sitting on the bench just watching the girls turn into shopolics. Amy not really paying attention cause she reading a book, which is in old English and be some guy name Shakespeare. Raye and Serena manage to rip the skirt so now neither of them can wear it. Now Serena is crying causing a major scene as always. I can't believe this is how my mother used to act! I can't believe she going to be my mother in the future! Raye then takes the skirt and pays for it and drags Serena along with her. The girls wrap it and we leave much to all the clerks' relief. The crowds spread and go elsewhere too. Now I holding Lita's hand there so many people here today I afraid I might get lost. Lita has a strong grip on my little hand someday I hope I can cook just like her, I wish Serena could too. Her cooking is disgusting and it's always brunt. We stop at a café and Mina buys me a milkshake and asks what on my mind. I just tell her that I hope I make some new friends this summer. The girls tell me to cheer up and that I'll make a lot of new friends cause they'll take me to a lot of places. This make me smile.
After another, two hours and almost a dozen fights between Raye and Serena and sometimes Mina joining in if it was something really cute. We leave the mall and I'm holding Raye hand. She acts like she can't stand being with Serena but I know they two are really the bestest of friends. I get jealousy sometimes because of it. Raye collects all kinds of humorous manga books and lives in a big temple. She tells me a lot of cool story that were from long ago. We take the bus to me and Serena's house. I have to carry one of Serena's bags, she whines cause she owe the girls money now. Serena is always broke and always begging people for money. Like Darien and her parents, I wonder why she just doesn't get a job herself. She such a bum and a meatball head. Secretly I want to become this meatball head because she is strong and have one of the purest heart in the whole wide world! She never want to hurt or harm anyone but she will if you try to Darien, her friends, or me then she will. At first, I didn't like her very much but I guess I don't mind her at all now. Even if she is a big crybaby meatball brain, she is my future mother. Serena's mom made lemon cookies for us I have a few and go in my room. Diana in there sleeping in my room on top of my diary! I have to be more careful with it or someone will take it and read it. Good thing I locked it. Diana wakes up and rub the side of my legs as she purrs. She says that Luna and Artemis with somewhere to talk. I tell her how I'm really feeling. She licks my tears away as we curl up in my bed and take a nap.
*Part Two: Helios the lovesick guardian of dreams* (Helios point of view or HPOV)
I been watching her from afar coming in and out of her dreams. I can't stand her sad face. My Small Lady, Princess Serenity or as her friends call her Rini. I watch and guard her dream carefully. Most of them are about me and another sad little girl like her, Hotaru. She dreams about her parents a lot too. She a trouble young woman indeed it's a good thing that she has the other pretty sailor soldier to lean on. I missed being in her dreams but I can't allow myself to get attached anymore. As I told her it is against the rules, to keep showing up in her dreams like that even in the form of Pegasus. Since there is, no danger afoot and I back in my truest form once more. My duty is to protect the dream of everyone with the golden crystal. Yet, I can't stopping think and talking about her. She saved the earth and me from the darkness of the evil dead moon. For that I am truly gratefully she is so strong yet so young. Her beauty is not to be taken lightly either at the tender age of twelve and be of such beauty. I often question what surprises me more about is it her pure heart, her pure dreams or her beauty that make me crazy? It's kind rare that people of her beauty often have beautiful dreams that are pure as well. She will make a very beautiful princess one-day and be the fine bride of some handsome prince one day. Which is why I must stop showing up in her dreams she can't come into my world and live her young life here nor can I live in hers. We shouldn't have never met to begin with. Hopefully she will grow up to forget me, though it causes a great pain in my heart to see her cry her heart out about me. I can't allow myself to get attached to her.
The other dream fairies laugh at me, calling me a lovesick fool. Some of them like Tiger's eye, Hawk's eye and Fish's eye who Rini and Serena also saved from the Dead Moon Circus and are now co-leaders of all the dream fairies seem to understand my feelings the most. The offer to take my job once and a while together I believe they could but I can't allow myself to get attached to the pink haired angel, it wouldn't be fair to her. She will find some other handsome young man to love I'm sure of it. Pegasus my winded horse who stand guard with me these cold and lonely nights. I often tell him my problems and dreams. (A/n: in the manga, Pegasus and Helios are two different identities but Helios took the form of Pegasus cause like the amine his body was trap in the dead moon circus. Then afterward in the manga you see him or Pegasus are two different beings)
I'm remind myself of King Endymion when he told be people can never lose the ability to dream even if they lose all of their dreams. So, do I have the right to dream a life with Rini? She so young and innocent and it wouldn't be fair to have her young heart attached to the thought that I can be with her. I know I can be selfish at times not caring about the dreams of others and only watching hers. Yet, I have stopped looking because they bring me much melancholy and regret. Why does she keeps dreaming of me? Why does she thinks we can go off and play together like friends? Why does she keeps thinking about the kisses I gave her? Though I sound like a hypocrite when I ask these questions. Knowing that I feel the same way. I can't stop thinking about the first time our lips touched. Her sweet lips that taste like the sweetest of sugar full of innocent and yearning. Now the feeling of angst is in my heart and mind actually there is a battle between the two and I'm powerless to stop it.
The night is almost near as the day is coming to an end. I wonder what Rini did today? It been three weeks since the death of the dead moon kingdom and the season of summer is upon us. I like summer people have the best dreams in the summer season there were all filled with lemonade, long peaceful days, and love ones. Though now I don't think, I can bear it. Everyone one thinking about there lovers and spouses, it hurts. I find myself thinking about her even more. Pegasus neighing startles me it's Rini dream about us again. She calls me her lost winged prince, but I am no Prince just a simply priest a guardian of dreams. She kissing me again or rather an image of me. Now she crying. Please don't cry my young maiden. Oh gods I getting attached. I am attached. I attached to this young pretty soldier of sweet dream. I have to see her just one more time just for tonight. I know I about to break the rules but I won't be able to think clearly if I don't do this. I hope I will be forgiven for this crime though it's premeditated. Yet, is it a crime to fall in love? Or is this just lust? Am I the lustful type? Tonight I have to find out. I have to leave duty my heart won't allow my mind to forget her. Therefore, I must see her in order to fully fulfill my needs and want then I go back to duty. We'll have break the rules and enter each other worlds. For I can't get her out of my mind and she can't get me out of hers. I call Tiger's eye and the other two. I tell them to take my post just for tonight though I will be returning quickly. I pray that no evil befalls my home as punishment for my selfish crime that I am committing. I do this just to see her.
*~*~Author's note: This is an old Sailor moon story I had on a floppy disk I know most people don't really like Rini but I do. I change minor grammatical errors and added these little author notes but that's it. Hope you enjoy it. ~*~*~*
Act one: I can get you off my mind.
(A/n: This is all in Rini's point of view or as I seen people write it as 'RPOV'.)
Today is June 28, 199X
Dear dairy,
I woke up this morning glad that school is out and I can finally spend my days with Darien and the rest of the girls. Darien bought me this diary the other day I like it and all but it remind me of him. Helios. I can't believe I helped save the world this time. Well I kinda save the world last time with my pure heart and befriending Hotaru. I miss her a lot too. This diary reminds me of Helios because it has a winged horse on it that looks just like Pegasus. Pegasus was the form that Helios spirit took when he was trapped by the witch Nephrenia. Who destroy his home Elysion and almost cover our world in darkness but we stopped her with the golden crystal. I almost cried when Darien gave it too me. He told me he got it for me since I always seem to have a lot of secrets and a lot on my mind. He says it a good thing to write them down sometimes, but he warn me to keep you somewhere safe so Serena won't try to read it. Though she really can't cause I have the key and I can lock you up. I'm hiding you in between my mattress though I'm not sure that's a good place. I think there some loose boards in my room maybe I can pry some of them loose and hid you in there. I know it's almost me and Serena's birthday too. I guess I still a little blue. Almost ever, special friend I seem to make, I lose. I enjoyed being with Houtaru but she had an evil demon inside her and was reborn into a baby. So, we can't play anymore. Pegasus was actually the soul of Helios who is the guardian of dreams and lives in Elysion and have to help protect all our dreams. Still I miss them both like crazy and wish they could me with me now. They are both in my heart but it doesn't feel the same way. Serena knocking on my door, we going shopping with the girls today. -End- (Of her writing in her diary.)
I walked along holding Amy's hand. Amy nice and smart and I like being with her. We read books together, she tells me a lot of neat stuff, and she also helps me with long division. Raye and Serena are fighting over the same skirt, there's a summer sale on skirts and sandals going on all through the mall. Raye says Serena is too fat to fit the skirt so she might as well like her have it. Serena says she isn't fat and Raye is too tall so she should let her have it. This makes me laugh cause it is true Serena is probably to fat for the skirt and Raye looks like she might me too tall for it. Mina finds a pair of really cute sandals and Lita found a nice summer kimono. Amy and I are sitting on the bench just watching the girls turn into shopolics. Amy not really paying attention cause she reading a book, which is in old English and be some guy name Shakespeare. Raye and Serena manage to rip the skirt so now neither of them can wear it. Now Serena is crying causing a major scene as always. I can't believe this is how my mother used to act! I can't believe she going to be my mother in the future! Raye then takes the skirt and pays for it and drags Serena along with her. The girls wrap it and we leave much to all the clerks' relief. The crowds spread and go elsewhere too. Now I holding Lita's hand there so many people here today I afraid I might get lost. Lita has a strong grip on my little hand someday I hope I can cook just like her, I wish Serena could too. Her cooking is disgusting and it's always brunt. We stop at a café and Mina buys me a milkshake and asks what on my mind. I just tell her that I hope I make some new friends this summer. The girls tell me to cheer up and that I'll make a lot of new friends cause they'll take me to a lot of places. This make me smile.
After another, two hours and almost a dozen fights between Raye and Serena and sometimes Mina joining in if it was something really cute. We leave the mall and I'm holding Raye hand. She acts like she can't stand being with Serena but I know they two are really the bestest of friends. I get jealousy sometimes because of it. Raye collects all kinds of humorous manga books and lives in a big temple. She tells me a lot of cool story that were from long ago. We take the bus to me and Serena's house. I have to carry one of Serena's bags, she whines cause she owe the girls money now. Serena is always broke and always begging people for money. Like Darien and her parents, I wonder why she just doesn't get a job herself. She such a bum and a meatball head. Secretly I want to become this meatball head because she is strong and have one of the purest heart in the whole wide world! She never want to hurt or harm anyone but she will if you try to Darien, her friends, or me then she will. At first, I didn't like her very much but I guess I don't mind her at all now. Even if she is a big crybaby meatball brain, she is my future mother. Serena's mom made lemon cookies for us I have a few and go in my room. Diana in there sleeping in my room on top of my diary! I have to be more careful with it or someone will take it and read it. Good thing I locked it. Diana wakes up and rub the side of my legs as she purrs. She says that Luna and Artemis with somewhere to talk. I tell her how I'm really feeling. She licks my tears away as we curl up in my bed and take a nap.
*Part Two: Helios the lovesick guardian of dreams* (Helios point of view or HPOV)
I been watching her from afar coming in and out of her dreams. I can't stand her sad face. My Small Lady, Princess Serenity or as her friends call her Rini. I watch and guard her dream carefully. Most of them are about me and another sad little girl like her, Hotaru. She dreams about her parents a lot too. She a trouble young woman indeed it's a good thing that she has the other pretty sailor soldier to lean on. I missed being in her dreams but I can't allow myself to get attached anymore. As I told her it is against the rules, to keep showing up in her dreams like that even in the form of Pegasus. Since there is, no danger afoot and I back in my truest form once more. My duty is to protect the dream of everyone with the golden crystal. Yet, I can't stopping think and talking about her. She saved the earth and me from the darkness of the evil dead moon. For that I am truly gratefully she is so strong yet so young. Her beauty is not to be taken lightly either at the tender age of twelve and be of such beauty. I often question what surprises me more about is it her pure heart, her pure dreams or her beauty that make me crazy? It's kind rare that people of her beauty often have beautiful dreams that are pure as well. She will make a very beautiful princess one-day and be the fine bride of some handsome prince one day. Which is why I must stop showing up in her dreams she can't come into my world and live her young life here nor can I live in hers. We shouldn't have never met to begin with. Hopefully she will grow up to forget me, though it causes a great pain in my heart to see her cry her heart out about me. I can't allow myself to get attached to her.
The other dream fairies laugh at me, calling me a lovesick fool. Some of them like Tiger's eye, Hawk's eye and Fish's eye who Rini and Serena also saved from the Dead Moon Circus and are now co-leaders of all the dream fairies seem to understand my feelings the most. The offer to take my job once and a while together I believe they could but I can't allow myself to get attached to the pink haired angel, it wouldn't be fair to her. She will find some other handsome young man to love I'm sure of it. Pegasus my winded horse who stand guard with me these cold and lonely nights. I often tell him my problems and dreams. (A/n: in the manga, Pegasus and Helios are two different identities but Helios took the form of Pegasus cause like the amine his body was trap in the dead moon circus. Then afterward in the manga you see him or Pegasus are two different beings)
I'm remind myself of King Endymion when he told be people can never lose the ability to dream even if they lose all of their dreams. So, do I have the right to dream a life with Rini? She so young and innocent and it wouldn't be fair to have her young heart attached to the thought that I can be with her. I know I can be selfish at times not caring about the dreams of others and only watching hers. Yet, I have stopped looking because they bring me much melancholy and regret. Why does she keeps dreaming of me? Why does she thinks we can go off and play together like friends? Why does she keeps thinking about the kisses I gave her? Though I sound like a hypocrite when I ask these questions. Knowing that I feel the same way. I can't stop thinking about the first time our lips touched. Her sweet lips that taste like the sweetest of sugar full of innocent and yearning. Now the feeling of angst is in my heart and mind actually there is a battle between the two and I'm powerless to stop it.
The night is almost near as the day is coming to an end. I wonder what Rini did today? It been three weeks since the death of the dead moon kingdom and the season of summer is upon us. I like summer people have the best dreams in the summer season there were all filled with lemonade, long peaceful days, and love ones. Though now I don't think, I can bear it. Everyone one thinking about there lovers and spouses, it hurts. I find myself thinking about her even more. Pegasus neighing startles me it's Rini dream about us again. She calls me her lost winged prince, but I am no Prince just a simply priest a guardian of dreams. She kissing me again or rather an image of me. Now she crying. Please don't cry my young maiden. Oh gods I getting attached. I am attached. I attached to this young pretty soldier of sweet dream. I have to see her just one more time just for tonight. I know I about to break the rules but I won't be able to think clearly if I don't do this. I hope I will be forgiven for this crime though it's premeditated. Yet, is it a crime to fall in love? Or is this just lust? Am I the lustful type? Tonight I have to find out. I have to leave duty my heart won't allow my mind to forget her. Therefore, I must see her in order to fully fulfill my needs and want then I go back to duty. We'll have break the rules and enter each other worlds. For I can't get her out of my mind and she can't get me out of hers. I call Tiger's eye and the other two. I tell them to take my post just for tonight though I will be returning quickly. I pray that no evil befalls my home as punishment for my selfish crime that I am committing. I do this just to see her.