Chapter 1 – Feeling the connection

As she sits there full of hatred and anger, staring to the ground that is about 15 meters below her feet, she ponders about jumping for a short while. Never turning her gaze away from the depth she is sitting in front of, she tries to sum up the happenings of today in her mind.

Remy is sitting in the darkened room and gaping at the printer in front of her that will give her the answer she kind of expects anyway. She thinks about bursting the paper that comes out of the printer without even reading it but as it lies in front of her she can't stop herself from taking it and looking at it. As she recognizes the red colored line which says "POS" she frowns. Huntington's,she thinks. Of all the tings I could have inherited from my mom, I had to get her disease. A silent tear ran down her cheek. As she realized it, she harshly wiped it away and stormed out of the room and up to the roof. She climbed the steps as fast as she could and crashed the door open. Totally out of breath she sat down at the edge of the roof and sat there just looking down into the lowness…

Suddenly Remy got kicked out of her thoughts as the door opened loudly at the other end of the roof. She stared at the visitor breathtaken and tried to hold back her tears. Allison Cameron looked at her with surprise. She stepped nearer never saying a word to the still dumbfounded Remy Hadley. Cameron sat next to Hadley and joined her in looking down the building. Hadley still wasn't able to take her gaze off of Cameron. After a few minutes Cameron looked up at her and gave her a smile. Remy instead just looked at her questioning.

"Wh-", she started her sentence but got cut off.

"House came to me looking for you and as no one could find you I thought about the place that I go to to think about stuff. So I got up here and surprise… I found you."

"But why-", again Cameron did not let her finish her question.

"I saw you hurrying down the hall befor and I thought no matter what it is that's upsetting or hurting you, I don't want you to be alone with it."

"You don't even know me", Hadley tried to make her point.

"I know, but I would really like to get to know you. So what brings you up here?"

"I don't want to talk about it."

"Like I thought. House told me you… might have Huntington's. Is that true?" Cameron looks at Remy with a sad look on her face. Remy looks into the blondes green warmly eyes and seems to get lost in them. As she didn't answer the question and stayed in silence just looking into Cameron's eyes, she gets kicked out of her trance when a hand touches her leg. She glares down and sees the older doctor's hand caressing it. She looks up and sees the look of concern in the slightly smaller women's eyes. "Wow…those eyes are amazing", she thinks to herself.

"You made that test, didn't you?" Cameron asked her.

Remy didn't know what to say. She just stood up, went back in the direction of the door, turned around once more to look at a concerned Cameron staring at her with her deep green eyes and sees her disappear in front of her eyes…´

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