Rachel's POV.
The fall weather was beautiful, but on a day like today, where the clouds are almost black and the september air smells like rain, but has yet to actually rain. I can't fight this feeling anymore. The feeling of lonleyness and hurt. I don't know how long i have been sitting on these bleachers. Staring at the empty football feild. where just last night my best friend and crush had won there 4th game of the season. After he invited me to come watch one of there games. They were finally getting better. The more sucsessful they become the less chances of my dream of being in broadway or music career actually happening. I don't know what was going to happen from here. Ever since Finn found out that Quinn lied about the baby being his. I felt like a bad friend for telling him, because even though we won sectionals he has been more distant like somthing was really really bugging him. As i continued to sit on the bleachers and think, i felt drops of rain starting to fall. Soon it had begun to poor. This feeling i had for Finn was Hurting me. I can't begin to express what i am going through , it just hurts to much. So i just sat there and cried. Little than i know that someone was watching me.
Finn's POV.
I had been walking around thinking about everything that has happened over the past few weeks, with Quinn and the baby, and Glee and Football. Its all just too much to take in. Dont get me wrong i love Football and Glee club but i dont know which to take more seriously. I can get a scholarship in Football but miss P said that i could get one from Glee. What Quinn did to me, hurt me, but more importantly what Rachel did was what a real friend would do. Icant start to think about a life without Rachel Berry. There is somthing about her that keeps pulling me in.
I walked out to the football feild to try and make my decision. Once i got to the football feild i had saw someone sitting in the bleachers. Once i got closer i saw that it was Rachel who was sitting there. It looks like she was crying. I couldnt help myself. I dont know why she was crying but something inside me made me feel hurt. I had a tear running down my face because it killed me to see rachel like this. Honestly i had feelings for her i just didnt know how to handle or go forward with that. I dont know how to make the first move. She usually is all over me. But latley it feels like she is pushing me away. I slowly walked towards where she was sitting.
"Rachel..." i spoke
"hi Finn." She returned in a sad voice.
"Rachel i..-"
"Finn who are we kidding. Your the QB of the football team. and still one of the most popular guys in the school...And jus-"
"perfect"
Rachel's POV
I dont know what Finn was doing here sitting in front of me but what he was saying was thoughtful.
"Finn i am not perfect. No one is" i said looking at my feet
"no your my perfect. Look what has been wrong latley. You have been pushing me away.
You are always all over me and everything. What happend."
Finn's POV
"i thought you made it clear that you didnt want to be with me." She said yelling a slight
"Well MAYBE you should look around you somtimes." I yelled just a bit louder
"WELL MAYBE YOU SHOULD START CARING ABOUT OTHERS" she was full yelling at me know.
"YOU KNOW WHAT RACHEL. I DO CARE ABOUT OTHERS. OTHERWISE I WOULDNT BE HERE TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHY YOU HAVE BEEN PUSHING ME AWAY SO CAN ACTUALLY HAVE A CHANGE TO BE TOGETHER. I came here to think. But i saw you crying and it broke my heart, i hate seeing you like that. When your hurt it hurts me. Okay i think its time for me to admit it.. i ahve feelings for you. Yeah you talk alot but you are an amazing person.. you really have somthing going for you. And i didnt want to stop you from fufilling your dreams. I really like you rachel. Really."
Rachels POV
"Finn i dont know what to say, i jus-" i started to say but i got cut off by his tender full pink lips on mine. Usually he'd pull away by now but this seemed different. Like somthings changing. After about 3 full minutes of a makeout session. We pulled away.
"Finn i-"
"no let i wanna be with you.. you make me happy when i am with you. Everything that i am worried about goes away. I feel that you are the only person i can talk to anytime because you will listen and you actually care about me. Look i want to know if you would like to come over to my house for dinner tonight. Iwould love for you to meet my mom. And she would love if you came as well. She is looking forward to meeting you."
"Finn that sounds perfect. And thank you"
"for what rach"
"thank you for caring, i think you are the only person in the school that actually cares about what i do. And to be honest i have liked you since mr schue made you join glee. You are really talented Finn."
"thanks rachel and your really talented to i just want to see you go places." He said pulling me in closer
"so what time tonight?" ii said placing my arms around his neck.
"about 6:30 how does that sound?" he said moving his face closer to mine.
"sounds great" i said moving a little bit closerr. Enough that i could feel his breath on my lips.
"good, well i got to go. Football practice i'll see you tonight." He said kissing my lips softly.
"bye Finn"
"cya Rach" he said as he walked away from the bleachers. The rain had calmed down. From now i had a feeling that tonight was gonnabe a good night.
