Sasuke's revenge ch.1

"What… that substance… he poisoned me." He felt his body weak, he couldn't see clearly any more, his mind started slowly sinking into darkness. "I'm dying… " He collapsed on the ground, he could see nothing now, everything went black. The last thing he heard, before getting completely unconscious, was a soft sarcastic voice, whispering in his ear "You're not dying, Itachi, but you'll wake up in hell."

Painful sensations. Ropes on his arms and legs. Something soft under his face. Satin. A bed. He was tied to it. Something heavy. Someone sitting on his back. And then the same soft sarcastic voice. "Well, well, I see you finally woke up. Rise and shine, brother."

His eyelids were heavy. His mind so tired. He tried to open his eyes and look around. Everything was blurred, but getting clearer and the world slowly regaining its shapes and colours. A small room, large bed, red satin sheets. He tried to move, but he couldn't, ropes were tight.
"Wanna go somewhere, brother? Too late, you're mine now."

He was wondering whether he would be able to speak. Decided to try.
"Sa… Sasuke… what… what have you done to me?"
Soft laughter. He could imagine little brother's sarcastic smile.
"After I defeated you, I gave you a special medicine, Itachi. You can't fight me now. You can't use any of your jutsu. You're weak."
Laughter got louder and more evil.
Itachi felt the one on top of him shifted, and then he felt his hot breath on his face.
"It's your turn to be scared, Itachi, your turn to scream, I'll make you beg for mercy, but I won't be merciful."

His mind was clearer now. He could see, hear, and feel better. But he still couldn't move. Damn ropes. Damn sarcastic laughter.
"Is this the moment you dreamed of, Sasuke? You seem to be filled with happy excitement."
"Happy? Itachi, do you really think I can be happy ever again? Do you think I have ever known what true happiness is? Do you think it is possible for me to feel anything like that, ever? After all you've done to me?"
Itachi sighed. "Sasuke… I never really meant to… hurt you…" He felt a heavy punch. And another one.
"How dare you say this, you sick bastard, how dare you…" Sasuke gasped, shouting so loud and being so angry, that he couldn't catch his breath.
"If you hate me so much, why didn't you just kill me?" Itachi whispered.
Sasuke gave him an angry look. Then he smiled. "Because it's no fun."
Then his smile suddenly disappeared and he clenched his fists, painful memories intruding his mind.
"For what you did to me you deserve more than an ordinary quick death. First you'll suffer what I have suffered."
"You mean the wonderful time we had together when you were little?" Now Itachi was smiling. 'So sweet' he thought, 'You were so sweet, little Sasuke, you're still sweet.'

Pain. More hard punches. Sasuke shouting like mad. More pain.
"Wonderful for you, perverted freak!" Sasuke couldn't catch his breath again, his heart beating so fast, it could burst, his eyes narrowed, his fists hitting Itachi again. "I'll erase this stupid smile from your face forever!"

Itachi was still smiling, though now he had a streak of blood running down his chin. "You make me want to smile every time I look at you, Sasuke, no matter if you're angry, if you hate me, if you're laughing, or if you're crying, you make me want to smile."
Sasuke stopped hitting him and remained silent for a few seconds. Then he started shouting and beating again.
"Shut the fuck up, I don't want to hear this crap. You'll get punished now, for all you've done, killing the clan and… and… those awful things you did to me every time you came to my room at night. All you ever wanted was to make me suffer. A lot. The first time you did it wasn't enough for you, you just couldn't get enough of my pain, you had to do it almost every night."

Sasuke stopped beating for a moment and just sat on the bed, holding his head, his eyes shut.
"Why?" he said almost whispering, his hands covered his face.
"It wasn't that I wanted to hurt you" Itachi said, and then waited to see if Sasuke would start to shout and beat him again, but he didn't move, so Itachi went on.
"I… just couldn't resist. You were so… amazing. Watching you, touching you, dreaming of you… I couldn't force myself not to think about that. My desire for you… it devoured me."
Sasuke was shivering. "How could you…" he whispered. "All I wanted was your attention, your appreciation, you… to like me, to accept me. And you just neglected me, kept me away from you until… you started doing those awful things."

Itachi sighed. "You were just driving me mad, Sasuke. At first I tried to hold myself, but it was so hard. Every time I looked at you, I wanted you so badly, every time you smiled to me, you made me squirm, your voice when you called me nii-san, it made me shiver, every time you tried to hug me I was dying. I tried to avoid you, but I couldn't take it. You were there every day, I could hear your laughter in the garden, your footsteps when you were running through the whole house looking for me… I realized I couldn't keep my hands off you any longer."

"Enough!" Sasuke had stopped shivering. A smirk appeared on his face, and the red shine of the sharingan. "You'll pay for this." He went out and came back in just a few seconds, holding something, Itachi couldn't see what it was.
"Aaaah" Pain pierced his body. And again. And again.
"Say that you're sorry!" The whip in Sasuke's hand made a hissing sound and slapped Itachi's naked body one more time. "Say it, you monster!"
"I can't be sorry for something so pleasurable. And I think that sometimes you enjoyed it too." Itachi's voice was calm, despite the pain he felt.
"You being able to force me into some stupid physiological reaction doesn't mean that I liked you!" Sasuke was mad.
"It wasn't so stupid when you screamed my name in pleasure." Itachi smiled, enjoying the memory.
"And now you'll scream mine in pain, I'm not your uke any more!" Sasuke was fiercely beating him with the whip. "Say it, say that you're sorry." Another slap.
"Say it, bitch." He slapped him harder.
It was painful, but Itachi smiled inwardly and thought 'All right, I'll play your game.'
"I… I'm sorry, Sasuke."

Sasuke finally stopped.
It was getting dark outside the small house. Through the window Itachi could see the soft light blue of the sky melting into a deeper, darker colour, the last crimson streaks of the sunset disappearing in the invading night. He couldn't see Sasuke's face in the twilight, just his silhouette and the blazing red of his sharingan.
Sasuke started lighting the candles. "I want light, I want to see your face, the expression on it while I'm humiliating you." He lit all the candles and stared at the naked body in the bed. Well shaped, perfect skin, now red from the whip, long black hair was messy, dark eyes with long eyelashes half shut. 'Yet the bastard is beautiful' Sasuke thought. 'Evil, but beautiful, damn him, damn his Uchiha hotness, and damn mine, it made him do all the things that… Well, now he'll be a nice uke.'

Sasuke took off his clothes. Then he cut the ropes on Itachi's arms and legs, setting him free. "Even untied, you can't do anything, you can't fight, the medicine has drained your chakra, you have nothing now, no sharingan, no jutsu, you don't have enough strength even for taijutsu. Yeah, a nice medicine. I didn't go to Orochimaru for nothing. Now you're my slave, obey, or I'll torture you."
"You have always been a torture for me, Sasuke, a sweet torture." Itachi looked at Sasuke's naked body and his sharingan burning behind his black locks, the fierce expression on his face. 'He has changed' Itachi thought, 'He's taller, much stronger, and more brutal, his eyes, so childish and innocent before, are so evil now. But he's still sweet, he always will be, he's even hotter now.'

Sasuke grabbed Itachi's hair and pulled him out of the bed. "On your knees, bitch."
Itachi didn't move. Sasuke punched his stomach and forced him to kneel on the wooden floor, still holding his hair. "Suck it."
Itachi just stared at what was in front of his face, large and hard, but did nothing.
"I said suck it!" Sasuke slapped his face.
"It wasn't so big the last time I saw it. Impressive!" Itachi smiled.
"Damn your freaking smile, suck it now, or I'll beat the crap out of you!"
Itachi finally did what he was told to do.

Sasuke moaned as he felt Itachi's warm lips and wet tongue, and tried not to close his eyes, but watch Itachi's face, watch him obey his orders. Then he pulled away and kissed Itachi, biting his lip, until he felt the taste of blood, then thrusted into his mouth again.
"Suck it" he commanded. "Now just lick it… now suck it again, slowly… now just the tip… now all of it, slowly… now faster… now slowly again… faster… aaah… faster… faster…"
Itachi was damn good at that.
"Aaaah" Sasuke couldn't hold it any longer and came all over Itachi's face and in his mouth, and some of it on the floor. "Swallow." A slap across the face. "I said swallow!" Sasuke smirked as he heard Itachi swallowing what was in his mouth.
"Now lick what's on the floor."
Itachi just looked at him. Sasuke took the whip and started beating him, until Itachi finally obeyed. When this was done, Sasuke sat on a chair and closed his eyes. Itachi crawled to the bed. He looked around. Red walls, red sliding door, leading to the inside of the house, a large black dragon painted on it, black wooden floor, massive black bed covered in red satin, red candles, a large window, actually a glass sliding door, leading to a terrace. Itachi was a little surprised. Since when little brother liked these colours, and what the hell was that place?

"You have been waiting for this moment all these years, haven't you, Sasuke?" No answer.
"It's not the revenge, you just wanted me, admit it." Still no answer. Sasuke didn't even open his eyes. "Even when you fucked your little pink haired girl you were still thinking of me, don't ask how I know about her, I have ways to find out things, I know about a lot of things that happened in your life." Itachi expected some reaction, but Sasuke remained silent, so he went on. "Or when you fucked your best friend, that crazy blond boy, did you scream my name when you came inside him?"

Now Sasuke jumped and angrily kicked the chair he was sitting on. He looked at Itachi and got even angrier when he realized that Itachi had been staring at him and touching himself all the time while talking.
"You sick bastard! It's for revenge, you'll pay for all you've done, I'll fuck you, beat you, kill you. You thought you would get away with this, didn't you?" Sasuke laughed. "Foolish big brother, I'll torture you, you have no idea how much I hate you."
He took the whip and started beating. "Beg me, beg me for mercy, you bastard, I'll fucking kill you!"
Itachi remained silent.
"Not enough, huh? There's more for you." The whip hissed and slammed Itachi's body again and again. "Damn you, Itachi, I'll make you scream from pain, I'll break you." More fierce beating.
Itachi curled up in the bed, covering his head with his hands, trying to protect his face, but not making a sound.
"You liked it, didn't you, being the older one, the stronger one, the one everyone admired, but they didn't know what you were doing to me every night, making me the hurt, pathetic and miserable one. Now you'll scream, you'll cry, I'll break you, damn it, I'll break you." He stopped beating for a while in order to catch his breath.

Itachi removed his hands from his face and looked up through long strands of messy black hair. No anger in his eyes, only sadness.
"I'm broken, Sasuke. I was broken long ago. Having desire for you so great that it hurt, and not having you, it broke me. Having you and seeing hatred in your eyes every time I made you mine, it broke me even more. Leaving you and not being able to see you any more, it destroyed me. My heart is torn to pieces, and nothing can repair it, but you."
Itachi stretched his arm, trying to reach Sasuke's face, but Sasuke pushed him away and slapped him with the whip.

"As if I care how you felt. I want you hurt, desperate, bleeding, humiliated. I've never really cared for you."
That was a lie.
"And I don't care now." Sasuke made a pause. "I don't, I don't, I don't…" he repeated a few more times, as if trying to convince himself.
He grabbed the whip and started beating. Then he threw it away, climbed on the bed and grabbed Itachi's throat. Itachi couldn't breathe, he felt Sasuke licking his cheek, biting his lips, then whispering in his ear "Damn you, I'll kill you, now I'm worse than you, I can feel nothing but hatred, you turned me into a monster, I'll kill you, I'll kill you…"
Sasuke finally let him go and smirked. "But first I'll have fun with you." He was hard again. "It's big, you say. Bigger than yours, I bet. Now I'm better than you in every way, stronger, bigger, I fight better than you, and I fuck better than you, brother."
He slapped Itachi's ass. "Now I'll show you how much better than you I am, and it will hurt, you may beg me not to, but I will. You're scared now? You should be, I'll make it painful. Beg for mercy!" Sasuke laughed. "Say it, bitch." He slapped Itachi's face and punched him hard. "Beg me!"
"Sasuke… please… don't…" Itachi whispered and buried his face in the red satin pillows, squirming from the pain and thinking 'If that turns him on, I'll say whatever he wants.'

Sasuke's smile grew wider. He grabbed Itachi's hair with one hand, and his ass with the other, and thrusted roughly inside him.
Hot, tight, soft… heaven.
He pulled Itachi's hair, slapped his ass, leaving red fingerprints on it, and slammed him hard. "Do you like it, bitch, being the uke, huh? Beg for mercy, beg me and scream."
"Please… no" Itachi moaned, thinking 'Oh, yes, yes, yes, more, oh god…'
Large, hard, filling all of him… awesome!
Itachi's moans turned into screams.
Sasuke started thrusting faster, and then even faster when he heard Itachi screaming. He pulled his hair, pounding him relentlessly. "I'll tear you apart, I'll break your bones, I'll rip you, pierce your body all the way to your rotten heart, and I'll leave you torn to pieces." Sasuke enjoyed it. "Who's stronger now?" He could hear Itachi's screams getting louder, and he hoped it was from pain. But he couldn't see the expression on his face and the blush on his cheeks. There was pain, but… not only pain.
Sasuke stopped, enjoying the moment. "Tell me I'm better than you." Silence. A hard thrust.
"You are."
"Say that you're sorry, you deserve this." Another hard thrust.
"I'm… sorry."
Another thrust. "Say it again." A harder thrust. "Say it!" Sasuke started thrusting harder and faster. "Say it!" Harder and faster. Thrusting, slapping, biting, digging his nails in Itachi's skin, leaving painful scratches, thrusting, harder, faster. "Say it!" Harder. Faster.
"I'm sorry, all right, I'm sorry… aaah… I deserve this, I'm sooory… aaaah… punish me… I was baaad… aaaaaaaaaaaaah… Sasuke…"
Harder thrusts, harder, harder…
"Yeah, say it… you're bad… aaah… you sick bastard… I hate you, Itachi… I'll kill you… you… aah… aaah, oh god… aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah"

His heart beating so fast, his eyes closed, his teeth and nails deep in Itachi's skin, his whole body shivering, squirming… heaven.

His hands grasping the red satin, burning sensation in that special spot inside him, his mind exploding, and not long after that the hot liquid pouring inside his body and Sasuke's scream.

Sasuke pulled out and looked at Itachi's now completely relaxed body in the red satin, his messy long black hair, his soft skin splattered with blood from all the scratches, his closed eyes, the long eyelashes covering his blushing cheeks.
"You're defeated. I always wanted to be better than you in everything, and now I am. I'm better in this, I'm better in battle, in everything. I always wanted to be the better shinobi, to be able to kill you. Now I am. I fight better than you. I am the best shinobi, say it bitch. Say it!"
Silence. A soft moan. "Mmmm… Sasuke… you're the best… seme in the world, that was awesome, oh it felt so good…"

Silence. "What… you… damn you!" Sasuke hit him, kicked him, and shouted "I'll kill you, you miserable uke… you're uke and you're dead!" Then he turned his back on Itachi and just sat in the bed, saying nothing.

"You feel better now, Sasuke?" Itachi's voice was calm and soft. "You fucked me, you beat me, you'll kill me, and I can't do anything about that, so I'm already dead, your revenge done. Can you look at me and tell me that you really feel better now, what is the benefit from achieving your goal? Is your pain gone now, and the emptiness in your heart, your loneliness, will your nightmares never come back, do you really feel better?"

Sasuke didn't look at him, nor said anything. He didn't feel better. The pain, the emptiness, everything Itachi mentioned, it was still there. He shivered.
He had destroyed completely any connections with his previous life. He couldn't go back. He had sacrificed everything… for what? Until now only his hatred and his purpose had kept him alive. Now he had nothing. Just emptiness.

"The clan…" He heard Itachi's voice behind his back. "I didn't want to destroy it, it wasn't my decision, but I had to do it. You have no idea what I've been through. My life is as empty and painful as yours." Itachi watched Sasuke's silhouette in the warm candle light, the lines of his body, the shine of his black hair. "And what I did with you… I never needed your pain… just you. I didn't enjoy hurting you, I enjoyed having you, making you mine. Being with you, I really liked it. And I think sometimes you really liked it too, didn't you?"

"Sometimes… yes, sometimes I did, when it wasn't… so rough. And sometimes after that, when you didn't go away and stayed for the whole night and… hugged me."
Itachi came closer. "Like this?" He wrapped his arms around Sasuke.
Sasuke sighed and closed his eyes. "Yes. Like this."

tbc

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Disclaimer: I'm in despair, cause I don't own Itachi and Sasuke, these gorgeous characters are Kishimoto's, and I can only drool over dirty fantasies about them.