Within
Yourself.
Thank God the full moon is far away.
His anger is too fresh, his wounds too open. His skin prickles and hurts every time he sees her. He can barely contain the urge to attack when Xander is around.
It is unfair.
He wishes to understand this. That betrayal could hurt and kill and make him scream like any other man would.
But Oz is different. For him betrayal tastes like blood. Nightmares where Xander is afraid and pleading and Willow runs with him under the full moon.
He wants to forgive her... but he must overcome the madness first.