I'm really lucky. There are so many people supporting me. I think they're all amazing. But being able to use scrap and seeing what they've been through? It hurts.

"Aoba, are you ready?" Noiz breaks my thoughts and pulls me back to reality. Noiz…

"U-Um yeah… What are we doing again?" I nervously laugh while Noiz sighs.

"I've tolled you. I have an annoying business party with work." He walks over to the large window, painted beautifully with the night sky and many lights of people's cars, buildings ect. His eyes start to brighten up which was quite rare to see.

"And you are coming with me" He smirks.

(God he's such a kid. I better set some rules.)

"Nothing weird."

"Huh?"

"Nothing weird is going to happen at this party, okay? No… Funny business…"

Flashing images of what happened last night made me feel WAY too hot for my liking.

"Oh? What funny business?" Noiz looks at me with his green eyes, adjusting the tie he had just put on. I know what he was doing.

"Y-You know… You really do enjoy making me feel all flustered don't you?" I quickly evade his question, annoyed at how he always wants me to say every detail whenever we… Do it.

"Because you look cute when your embarrassed." He pulls me in for a kiss which, I felt got deeper and deeper.

" Aoba… Round two?" He smiles, mischievously. My eyes grow wide and I feel hot all over.

"Stupid perverted kid!"

(I can't believe we did it again) My thoughts make me really embarrassed and annoyed.

I'm such a pushover.

"Noiz! Can you listen to your elders for once?" I say while we both sat in another overpriced car Noiz had hired.

"Elders? Jeez you're not that old."

"Seriously though! We left Ren in sleep mode at least… But come on, have some patience!"

"Patience?" I feel his eyes are on me, which makes me look out the window.

"You could have just waited after the party…" I mumble and sigh. Noiz is probably the most perverted kid I know, but there's no mistaking I love him dearly. And in return, he loves me. It's like a perfect balance in which we are both happy. He really has changed since when we were back home... No that's not home anymore. It doesn't feel right in saying that. I guess... Noiz is my home.

Just hearing my thoughts made me feel embarrassed. How can I become such a girl!?

"We are here, sir" The driver gives us the okay and we step out to a massive skyscraper that looked as if it must of taking years and years to build.

"Wow! its gorgeous, Noiz!"

"I'm the kid… sure." He has yet another one of his smirks which is starting to make me feel annoyed. Why is he so cheeky tonight?

"Wilhelm! Good for you to make it."

One of his colleagues walk towards us, wearing a classic black suit and tie with brown short hair, and shook Noiz's hand. Wilhelm… does he like to be called that? He did change his name but people refer to him as the old one. Maybe I should try saying it? But my german isn't good enough… I'm still learning. But…

"Oh? And who's this I might ask?" His eyes are now affixed on me.

"This is Aoba, and Aoba this Mr. Heindrick. He is one of the many colleagues under my status.

"How rudely put! Hahaha."

(He's definitely trying to kiss his ass for a promotion or something).

"So Aoba, what's your relationship with Wilhelm?" He looks at me dead in the eye as if he's trying to suss something out.

(Okay... May as well try...)

"I am Wilm- Wi-l-"

"He is my partner" Noiz wraps one arm around me pulling me in close, making me grimace.

(Noiz! you know how I feel about being in public! And I can't believe I messed up his name! How embarrassing...)

"I see. Well it was nice to meet you… Aoba." He turns and walk away. There's something about him, I don't like. When he said my name… It sounded like it was full of disgust or something.

"Aoba…" Noiz says my name making me look at his face, why is he looking at me like that? His grip becomes tighter… Wait…

"Noiz!" I move his hand of my shoulder.

"Aoba… Just call me-"

*BANG*

In an instant we hear gunfire.

"He has a gun!"

Next minute, everyone is running rapidly outside, with their lives.

"Aoba!" I turn to Noiz which is being pulled away from the crowd.

"Noiz!" I try to reach for him but…

*BANG*

Something aches greatly from my left hip and I feel a weary sensation.

"Where am I?" I was in a dark room. With pipes and steel bars. "Huh?" My arms were tied to the pipes that looked barely usable.

"You are awake, Aoba-san…" someone is speaking Japanese?

"Who are you!? Let me out!" I cry, desperate. I want to see Noiz.

"Now that's not how to speak to old friends is it?" Another Japanese voice.

Two stalking Japanese guys that call themselves my friends?

"…Virus and Trip"

"He knew our names from just our voices. How sweet."

"No wonder why we love you Aoba-san."

"Why are you doing this? Why are you in Germany?" (They are probably the best stalkers I have ever met in my life.)

"Some help with a guy who wanted Noiz to suffer. I don't know, he was weird. Brown hair and wore a black suit and tie." They continue to speak in the shadows.

(From last night!)

"Well he did something outrageous to Aoba, so we killed him."

This made me flinch. I know what they are capable of but…

"What did he do?"

"He shot you"

(EUH?)

"But I don't feel anything…"

I hear sniggering in the background.

"You have been missing from the world for quite some time, Aoba-san. Missing from Noiz. It was going to take some time to heal but we had lots of painkillers. But just in case you were a naughty boy…"

I hear slithering from my right and purring on my left.

"We can reopen your wound easily. We didn't take the bullet out though as its such a messy job. Our allmates can give you much grief, so be good"

(Oh my god… Noiz must be dead with worry)

"Don't worry Aoba… Just get comfortable."

How long have I been here? Months it seems. Virus and Trip rarely come out of the shadows and so I feel like I'm talking to these dark walls.

"Aoba guess what I did today?"

"What?" They're just going to mess around with me again. I feel so dizzy from the weird foods they've been giving me so I can't remember much from what happened before. I feel as if I've been here my whole life.

"WE. KILLED. NOIZ."

What? Who's Noiz? I only ever remember being with Trip and Virus... But when I hear the word 'Noiz' It really hurts my head.

CLICK

"No- NOIZ! !" I knew I was forgetting something and now!

"How could you!?" I say his name as tears gush down heavily. I feel as if I have no strength left. I feel broken.

"We did it because we LOVE Aoba-san."

"We are all you need."

"No no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no" I murmur, refusing to accept it. I stare at the ground. Is this real? I didn't know I could feel so lifeless.

"Want proof? Here" I hear footsteps. Virus approaches me with something in his hand.

"Usagimadoki!" Noiz's allmate. crushed and lifeless.

"This stupid allmate tried to get in the way but we crushed it. It. was. EASY." Virus sniggers, teasingly.

I had nothing to say. Noiz is gone. Gone. Gone. So this is real. I love Noiz and now he's gone

"Hahahaha!" I can't help but laugh.

"Aoba?"

"You killed someone dear to me. How troubling, I thought I was going to be happy and the worst of what has happened to me was over."

"Aoba!"

"Aoba-san!"

I move with what strength I have left in my body and try as hard as I could to get out.

"LET ME OUT!" I shout to get their almates attention.

I hear the purring and slithering of their almates.

"Aoba! Don't move. Don't kill Aoba!" They both plead to their all mates but they ignored it. I don't know why. But it doesn't matter. They were going to help me get to Noiz. Noiz. Noiz.

after so much of the blinding pain, finally, they both reopened my wound.

"AARRGH! U-Uh…" I fall to my side with the cold hard floor holding me close. Noiz… I'm sorry if I worried you. The image of Trip and Virus, looking worried and mouthing words went to a white.

"I'm actually going to die." I couldn't help but cry. But I stubbornly wipe them away. I was in a empty white place with only my thoughts. I always wanted to know what it would be like. To see what there was, but all I can see is white. I heard that when you die you can see what you want the most.

"Granny, Koujaku, Clear, Mink, Ren, Noiz. Everyone. I'm sorry Granny. Thanks for dealing with me. Koujaku... I know you'll be fine but forgive me. Clear... I'm not your master but it felt like taking care of a child... Mink, thanks for you're help. Ren, thanks for always staying beside me. And Noiz...

The white room almost seemed angelic but lonely. I want…To be with Noiz.

I cover my face, thinking how dreadful it must look, to surprisingly see smaller and smoother hands. My whole body was as it was when I was younger.

"What the?" All of a sudden, all of these emotions run up, without a warning.

"WAAAAAH! NOIZ! *sniff* WAAAAH!"

I can cry to my hearts content. When can I feel happy? And when can I meet Noiz?

"I'M LONELY! WAAAH!"

I really feel like a kid. Crying so much for Noiz doesn't even tire me out. I can go on doing this as long as I can.

"I DON'T WANT TO CRY ANYMORE!"

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