The moon and the black sky

Disclaimer. I in no way other than my plot own any of the characters, they belong to the amazing J.K Rowling.

Authors note: this is my FIRST ever fan fic, I'm nervous so don't burn me too much! This was a challenge I gladly accepted from Mrs..

This is a sirimus fic, completely AU, Sirius is younger than his brother, No voldie, and the marauders are not friends to begin with.

Plot Summary. Seventh year, Sirius is abused badly over the summer, come Christmas time he is freaking out about going home, enter out favourite werewolf. They bond over secrets, will they become closer?

Various parings. SB/RL JP/LE SS/LM PP/SB unrequited.

Warning: sexual abuse, physical, verbal abuse. Self harm, strong language and incest. NOT FOR THE FAINT HEARTED.

Rating M (for all reasons above.)

Unbeta'd so mistakes will be there, who ever wants to Beta PM me not write silly reviews of my spelling mistakes!

Love HolleyBee

This chapter is totally dedicated to Mrs. for her challenge and super advice.

Summer. August 15th

(siris POV)

I roll over wincing, remembering the beating mum and Regulus gladly gave me last night after I had burnt their dinner. I turned seventeen two days ago and all I have to show for it are fresh bruises. I sigh and cast a quick tempus, 7:30 AM, I stretch and climb out of bed inhaling sharply as I go, definatley cracked rib or two.

"SIRIUS! For the love of Merlin get your lazy arse down here now or so help me I will send your brother in!" I hear my mum screeching up the stairs at me.

"coming, Mother" I call back as I cross my room to my bathroom, I pee quickly and turn to face the sink, studying the damage from last nights mistake, I sigh deeply and shrug on my robes from last night, not caring how they stink. I leave my room and silently place the wads on my door and make my way to the kitchen.

As I enter I see mother already sat at the table waiting for her breakfast, I wave my wand making a hot mug of coffee appear in front of her.

"morning Mother.! I say quietly as I cross the kitchen and start getting the things ready for breakfast.

" don't morning me you lazy shit. Get on with breakfast, now! Me and regulus are hungry and we don't like waiting.! She snaps at me sipping to coffee.

"yes, mother, Sorry, Mother." I say dully as I start to cook scrambled eggs, bacon, pancakes and toast. As I set the last of the plates down I feel a hard thump in my side.

"for fuck sake, Sirius!" My newly woken brother yells. "I told you I don't like scrambled eggs, I wanted fried, you useless fuck." he says tipping the plate of hot eggs on me and punching me in the arm, with a silent wave of my wand I make the discarded eggs disappear and turn to go back to the stove, I feel something holding me by the hair.

Apologise to your brother!" mother yells behind me.

"Sorry Regulus" I say, hoping my mother will release my hair, "it won't happen again, I'll just make you some new eggs."

My mother releases me a pushes me towards the stove, I make the eggs as quickly as possible, biting down on my lip, struggling hard not to let the tears fall. I take a deep breath and return to the table, placing the plate of freshly made eggs down, I look longingly at the food, trying to ignore the low rumble in my stomach.

"don't get any ideas, Mutt." Regulus says savagely loading his plate with food.

"get out of my sight" my mother snaps stuffing her face.

I retreat back upstairs and unward my room, I close the door softly behind me, placing a silencing charm on the door, I ignore the feeble rumble in my stomach and sink to the floor, shaking with sobs. I pull my knees up to my chest and wrap my arms around them, ignoring the pain in my ribs, I place my hear on my knees and let my emotions flood over me.

Silently I cry, hating my mother hating my brother even more, but most of all hating my self.

I hate how weak I am, how I let them treat me like this, let them get to me like this, I hate how gutless I am for not running away. As my sobs subside I find my self banging my head on the door, a rush of adrenaline coming with each time I hit my head. Acting purely on adrenaline I get up slowly and cross over to my bathroom, I go over to my mirrored cabinet, ignoring my puffy red eyed reflection. I root through the cupboard discarding the junk as I look for what I require. I eventually find the muggle razor James gave me for Christmas last year, a pang of guilt hitting me in the pit of my stomach, thinking of James, my best friend, how pathetic he will think I am if he finds out what is going on.

Sighing I drop the plastic razor on the floor and stamp on it, feeling bits of plastic digging in to my bare foot, I ignore it and bend down to pick up the razor. I sink down on the floor and roll up the sleeve of my robes. I begin to slice my arm back and forth, deeper and deeper, a bigger rush of adrenaline as I go deeper. I finish sliding the blade of my forearm and drop the blade. I exhale contently and watch the beads of blood connect together and pool, dripping down the side of my arm.

"SIRIUS!" I hear regulus' muffled voice outside my door, "I'm bored, and want some fun" He cackled through the door at me.

I wave my wand unlocking the door, I hear him come into the room, I get up slowly and pull the sleeve of my robes down as I exit the bathroom.

Before I can do anything to defend my self, regulus casts a quick relashio on me, binding my wrists and ankles together. He comes over to me and pulls me by hair to my bed.

He bends down so his eyes are level with mine, looking at me with his near black eyes, he crushes his lips against mine using his tongue to force my lips to part. He pushes his tongue into my mouth massaging my tongue with his. I feel a red hot shame in the pit of my stomach, making me want to vomit, I fight the feeling as he takes his lips from mine.

"Mutt, you will do what ever I tell you, if you want to live to see lunch time." he says venomously. "you, Sirius, are going to be my whore." He says waving his wand and vanishing my robes, he slowly takes his own clothes off, stripping down, leaving his boxers til last, he pulls them off, exposing his boner. I dry retch in my mouth, seeing how my brother has a hard on seeing me naked.

"suck my dick" He says, Pulling my hair so I'm level with his cock. "suck it is said Mutt" he roars pushing my face onto him throbbing dick.

Reluctantly I open my mouth and he trusts his cock in my mouth, a spurt of pre cum filling my mouth.

"oh Sirius, you good little whore" he moans as he thrusts in and out of my mouth. "I'm going to fuck you, Whore" he says pulling out of my mouth.

He pushes me over so I'm laying on my stomach, "no regulus please, no, please" I beg as he pushed three fingers, one by one, in to my tight hole.

"stop, PLEASE,STOP" I scream as he retracts his fingers.

I'm going to fill you with my cum, you good little whore" He says ignoring my protests. He lowers him self down hands pushed down on my back.

"NO, PLEASE STOP, STOP!" I scream

A/n please don't burn me too much!