Smile...
(A/N another "book dedication", if u havent seen my other one...my venting)
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Shuichi was pissed off at Eiri Yuki. They had been separated for less then a month and his sex life was already a constant news story. Yes he was pissed. Or at least he was, until Hiro brought Yuki's latest book to his attention. The dedication went as followed:
A smile plastered on my face
Feet touch the ground with a forced grace
A cheerful laugh thats much to late
A desperate attempt to escape my fate
The lies fall from my lips so easy
The force of them still makes me queasy
Day after day after day after day
I try to pretend that I am ok
You probably think I've forgotten you
Nothing in this world could be any less true
It's easier this way for both of us, you'll see
I hurt you too much when I'm just being me
I'll keep on the course I am following
Even though it's so very tiring
I have to pretend like I no longer care
This burden I've taken is mine alone to bare
You might not understand my reason
But as the winter turns to a new season
You will forget about me in due time
But to me you will always be just mine
The smile is placed on my porecilin face
I alone are the one to carry the blame
Even though I doubt my heart will ever mend
All that matters...Is that you are happy in the end
Even if I start to crack
I swear I will never turn back
And I know I will be hurting for quite a while
But it would all be worth it...if I could get you to smile
Shuichi was in complete shock. Yuki was putting a front up for him...he wanted him to be happy? As tears weaved down his face he smiled; then he left the appartment and got into his car. He had an author he had to set straight.
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(A/N alright so im done for now, expect an update from me sometime next week!, and if u havent read my other venting poem hehe its called Better to have Loved and Lost...
It's easier this way for both of us, you'll see
I hurt you too much when I'm just being me was changed in order to fit the story more...originally the last lines said... Because its hard to be fine when you dont love me...ya the reason why my bf broke up with me lol...neways expect a chapter from A Minds Dark Abyss sometime next week)