Hi, thankyou for reading my fanfic, the first chapter isn't great but it will get better I promise. Please review so I know what you like about it and where I am going wrong, tips are always useful!. The general idea for this fanfic came from rosetylerrolep on instagram.

It was Christmas Eve and Jackie was throwing one of her famous Christmas parties, the flat was filled with people- some Rose knew and some she didn't- but Rose was oblivious to it all. Rose sat by the window watching the snow fall as she remembered the time when the Doctor took her to the north pole, not the country though, the Doctor had taken her to the planet North Pole where every day was Christmas and it never stopped snowing; she figured the Doctor had tried to impress her because he knew how much she loved Christmas, or how much she did love Christmas, now it just didn't have the same magic that it did before he left. Rose looked up to see Mickey staring at her before he sat down beside her 'Are you okay?' he asked concerned. 'I'm fine, I wish everybody would stop asking me that' Rose replied with a slight angry tone to her voice. 'Sorry, I know you are thinking about him again Rose, I know you to well'. 'Just leave it Mickey' Rose scowled. 'I'm just saying he isn't worth it, Rose he left you all on your own with nothing, you don't need him' Mickey paused as he saw a tear run down Roses cheek and put his hand on her shoulder only to have it pushed away seconds later. 'Mickey I said leave it, you don't know why he did what he did and we probably never will, but you don't need to act like you are loving it' Rose cried as she stood up and stormed out of the flat.

Tears streamed down Roses tender cheeks as she ran out of the flat and down the stairs; the cold winter air ripped through her body as she ran through the thin blanket of snow, nearly losing her black heels as she did. Rose stopped and wiped the tears from her eyes to form a black smear across her cheek, dragging her self towards the wall she collapsed in a heap onto the ground opposite where the Doctor used to drop her off when they visited home. The cold snow soaked through her dress but Rose didn't care, she was too busy crying and so many questions were running through her mind 'Why did the Doctor leave me? Did I do something wrong? Could the Doctor control what he did?' all those questions and still no answers, after all this time.

*Flashback*

Rose walked out of the shop carrying the chips that she had just bought for her and the Doctor, who was fixing something in the Tardis. They had just spent the day in Disney Land (Rose had wanted to go there ever since she was a child) and Rose had decided to treat him to some chips to say thank you. Thinking about it, the Doctor had been extremely nice to her lately, nicer than usual, maybe he was just being a good friend or maybe he had done something wrong; either way Rose didn't care, she hadn't been this happy in ages. The Tardis was now in Roses sight and she happily ran along, wanting to get back before the chips got cold, all of a sudden the Tardis began to dematerialize right in front of her and Rose panicked. She began to run faster, hoping the Doctor was just playing a trick on her, but it was no good the Doctor had actually gone and left her there. Urgently Rose grabbed her phone from her jacket pocket and rang the Doctors number but there was no reply; scared and confused Rose walked over to the nearest bench and sat down as tears began to roll down her cheeks; she remembered the time when she thought she had lost him to Rienette and when the Doctor returned he told her to always wait 5 and a half hours, he may have been joking at the time but Rose knew that was all she could do, to wait for the Doctor. The first 5 and a half hours passed by slowly and the Doctor still hadn't turned up but Rose wasn't giving up on him, not yet; she had phoned him over 25 times but there was still no reply, she waited around for another 8 hours before falling asleep for 2 hours. Rose woke up to find the busy morning rush of people around her and still no Doctor; she began to cry again as she pulled out her phone and rang her mum to tell her what had happened. Needless to say her mum was furious but that wasn't going to help Rose so Jackie tried to act as calm as she could. Jackie arranged for Mickey to go and meet her and travel home with her but it would take him a while to get there so Rose stayed in the youth hostel near where the Doctor left her; that night Rose cried herself to sleep wondering why the Doctor had just left her there 500 miles from home with nothing but her phone and the clothes she stood in. Late the next day Mickey arrived and Rose collapsed in his arms crying, it took them the rest of the day and most of the next day to get home and when they finally did Rose spent months just moping around in bed.

*end of flashback*

It had been a year since the Doctor abandoned her and when she finally thought she was moving on there he was in her mind again. Rose gazed down at her phone to see 15 missed calls from her mum and 5 from Mickey, heartbroken and angry she stood up and tossed her phone at the wall opposite, watching it smash into pieces 'I bet they are loving this, they never liked him, they just needed an excuse for me to hate him to' she thought to herself as she turned around and slowly headed back towards the flat, hugging herself as she did to try and fight back the cold that she had only just properly noticed.

After taking a few painful steps Rose stopped, her eyes in awe at what was in front of her, she blinked hard not wanting to believe it and then wanting to believe it at the same time. Her body flooded with emotion, her thoughts swirling around in her head 'What do I do? Shall I run away? Shall I run to him?' finally Rose decided she needed answers; she pulled of her shoes and tossed them to the side of her. She began walking over but that soon turned into running, desperately she tried to open the door but it was locked, finally certain she wasn't imagining things Rose pounded on the Tardis doors not stopping until he opened the door…

Hope you enjoyed it, I will try to upload a new chapter at least once a week if not more often. Don't forget to review:).