Emma's POV
"Thank you all for the gifts and the flowers thank you all now back to the showers don't tell Will but I'm not getting married today!"
Truth be told I didn't know what got into me. I-I couldn't do this anymore. I was pregnant. One of the reasons I ran away. I knew that I couldn't handle two people coming into my life all at once.
Two days before Will went to D.C. We had done it. And it was breathtakingly amazing. A week after he went everything was fine. I got to talk to him it was normal. But when he came back and found out about the New Directions loosing sectionals, he lost it. I asked him one thing. And that was "Don't be a stranger ok?" that wasn't so hard. But there he was, going about new directions, how hard it is to loose. All those, he was a stranger to me. Maybe not to others but to me he was. He went home late, I was always left behind at home planning and planning for our wedding. Nausea, it kicked in a week before our wedding. It was the worst week of my life! And I told Will he was so concerned. But he was never there. The day of our wedding I decided to take the test, the pregnancy test. It was a positive. But I didn't believe it. Today proved me wrong. But I never knew it would result to this. I wanted to have a child with Will but not so fast not so soon.
I cried to myself that day in my sisters house. I retrieved all my things from Will and I's apartment. Now officially his. I needed to raise this child. And my child wouldn't be in good conditions if I was depressed. And I couldn't face Will without feeling this way, and it's not a good thing for my child, our child.
I cried and cried. I had no idea what to do. Carrying this big load, I'm a parent now. My sister suggested I come home to Virginia. I called my mom.
"Hello Mom?" I said crying.
"Emma, honey what's wrong?"
"Mom, I'm-I'm pregnant." I say sobbing.
"Emma, when. Most importantly who?"
"Mom, one to four weeks ago, I'm not really sure. But Will doesn't know."
"Will? Your fiancé?"
"Yes Mom."
"Oh my God Emms. Shouldn't he know. I mean your getting married and."
"Mom, I-I ran away."
"What do you mean Emma?"
"I-I left him standing in the altar alone."
"What?! Emma Jane why in the world would you do that."
"Mom he's been a stranger lately. I-I don't know if I could raise this child with him."
"Emma, ok this is not my issue. I'm just here to support you honey."
"Mom, can I come home?"
"Yes."
"Thank you mom. Bye."
"Bye, oh and baby, everything will turn out well."
"I-I don't know Mom."
"Ill be here."
So I set off, I pack my things and booked the earliest flight to Virginia. I only had an hour left to pack my things. I put everything inside and set my engagement ring into a box. And left it on the bed for a while.
I got a piece of paper and wrote. "I'm sorry Will, but this is goodbye." and stuck it to the box with the engagement ring he had given me. Holding a picture of Will on one hand and my luggage on the other, I say goodbye to my sister and hand her the box, telling her to mail it to Will as soon as she can. And told her not to tell him where I was going neither I was pregnant. So I went to the airport using a cab.
I was walking to the immigration, Hello Again was playing, it was our song, Will and I's song.
"Goodbye Will." I murmured crying.
Wills POV
All I could think was why. Why did Emma run away? We've wanted this for so long, and she didn't give signs of disapproval the last time I saw her. I went straight home to find a box on my doorstep. I picked it up and realized what it was. It was the engagement ring I gave Emma. With a note attached. It said "I'm sorry but this is goodbye Will." in her beautiful handwriting. What have I done? What happened to us? I started sobbing. There was only one way to know. The only thing i had to do was ask. I knew where to go. I went straight to her sisters house.
"Kayla, where's Emma?" I asked once she got out.
"I don't know."
"Kayla! I know you know where she is."
"I do, but no."
"Kayla she's my fiancé. YOu can't just take her away from me."
"I know but she wasn't happy. You don't know how depressed she was the past 5 weeks!"
"What? she was?" I honestly had no idea.
"There's only one thing I can ask you. After this you'll know why. Have you been a stranger lately?"
"Oh God. Is this what it's all about?"
"Yes." she then closed the door and I went back to my car crying.
"Should've kissed you there I should've held your face I should've watched those eyes Instead of run in place I should've called you out I should've said your name I should've turned around I should've looked again But oh, I'm staring at the mess I made I'm staring at the mess I made I'm staring at the mess I made As you turn, you take your heart and walk away." It played on the radio, It played in my head.
As I got home I cried and cried. How could I have done this. Emma was my everything. I should have held on to her. I should have made her feel like she's the most beautiful woman in the world cause she is. My everything, Emma was my everything. If I had known. If I had done anything. God what have I done. I'm staring at the mess I Made!
Today nothing was for me. After I realized what I had done I cried my self to sleep holding a nightgown Emma had left in the closet. It still smelled like her. God she smells like vanilla. I should've noticed all these little things before she was gone. I lay down and hugged her nightgown hoping she was there instead. Loving her and being loved by her made everything Better. But now, nothing could go anything close to good. It was the first night without Emma. The first night I cried myself to sleep.
Omniscient POV
Will thought that was the worst thing that could happen. But he has a puzzle yet to complete to solve this.
Will went to work the next day. Miserable as ever. All his students knew what had happened but they never thought this would happen to him. He was just sitting there giving them free time or giving them quizzes while he was looking at Emma's pictures on his phone. Relishing all the memories that came with it. The box she returned and the note on one hand, his phone on the other. There were times he would go somewhere private and try to call Emma. But he was always sent to voice mail. If this was the only way Emma could know how much I love her than that's what I'll do. He thought.
"Hi Emma." he says sobbing. "Please come back. You don't know how much I love you. I'm sorry if I've been a stranger lately. Just please come back. I will change for you. I want to make you feel like your the only girl in the world. I love you so much Emma."
"Hi Em, I know you have no plan of responding to this. I've sent you about 5 today and you haven't answered any since. I just want you to know how much I love you. I love you so much. I love you. I love you, I love you." still obvious that He was crying
"Hi Em, please come back. I haven't seen you for only a day and some hours but I'm going crazy. I don't know what to do without you. I love you so much Emma." he says crying
That was the last I sent before heading to glee club.
"Mr Schuester!" Marley says.
"Are you okay?" Brittany asks.
"He obviously isn't Britt." Tina says.
"Ok Guys, so just practice your songs." will says blankly.
I then walk out of the room and Finn followed me.
"Mr Schue! Are you giving up that easily on Ms.P?"
"No! Can't you see, I've been trying to call her." Will starts crying again. "I just don't know what to do."
"Mr. Schue, don't worry, I'll find a way, we'll find a way."
"ok." at that Will walks out.
Meanwhile Finn decides to call Rachel to tell her about how had acted.
"Hello Rach?"
"Hey Finn, how's Mr. Schue?"
"He's, not good. He's been ditching classes today. And if he was there, he would just be staring at his phone and looking at pictures of Miss Pillsbury."
"Oh My God! I'll get Quinn and Santana on the line."
"Ok." Finn heard some beeps and the voices of the two girls.
"Hey Quinn, Santana."
"Hey Finn, how's ?" Quinn asks curiously. Quinn was now training to be a doctor. A doctor who specializes in pregnant women.
"Not good." Finn says.
"Yeah, Rachel told me everything." Santana says.
"Guys, we have to look for Ms Pillsbury."
"I agree!" Quinn says.
"We second the motion." Rachel and Santana says. Of course they're on the same place, they were both in New York with Kurt.
"So I think we should meet up here in Lima to help Mr. Schue get distracted."
"Ok!" Rachel and Santana says.
"I can't go." I have to work in Virginia. OJT. Sorry guys."
"Oh that's Ok!"
Meanwhile Will went home. He couldn't bear it anymore. He sat in a corner of their room and cried. Grabbing his phone to send more voice mails to Emma.
"Hi Emma. I love you so much. If you were here everything would be perfect. We would be married, we would have a great day in work. I could see you and all your beauty. God Emma. I can just imagine how beautiful you look."
"Em, please answer. I love you. So so much."
"Honestly I'm just calling you now to hear our voice in voicemail. I miss your voice Emma. I miss you. I miss us. I miss everything."
"Emma, I know you won't answer. You made it clear. But I just want you to know that I'm here. Always waiting for you to come back. I don't hate you Em. I don't care if you ran away and left me alone in the altar just please come back. You don't know how miserable I am. I don't want to live anymore Em. I'm here in our bedroom, it's ours. I can't bare to say its mine. Because its yours to. I'm here, looking at your pictures, holding onto the nightgown you left, the engagement ring you returned. Why did you return it Em? I don't want it. It's yours. I would be happy to see it on you. You know what I'm staring at the mess I made. I know this is all my fault. If I didn't leave, if I didn't stress on the glee club. If I took care of you. I love you so much Em. If I could use all my money to buy a time machine I would. It's better to have no Money at all than to be away from the woman I love. I just want you to know that I love you and nothing , no one will ever chan he that. See you Emma. Because the last thing I want to Tell you is goodbye."
Emma received everyone of Wills Messages when She got home to my parents house. All She did was lay on her bed with Will's picture on her hand hearing his declaration of love. I can't I just can't talk to him but I can't let go of him either. I'm staring at the mess I made. If I hadn't run away we could have fixed this. But there's no turning back. I've done this and I have to face the consequences. she thought.
This day hadn't been the best for her. Her OCD was kicking in. Every time she had to vomit. She would just cry her heart out and as her mother has promised she was there with her all throughout. The beautiful creature on her belly was nearing a month. She was going to go to the clinic tomorrow. Hoping everything would turn out better than she ever expected. But how could it without him.