Preface
Esme's POV
It's strange the way one small, tiny event can change your whole life. That's pretty much my experience. One thing that happened so many years ago led to where I am now.
So standing here right now, looking down. Knowing that this was the end, this was it. As I took a step forward I didn't see my life flash before my eyes like people say. I mean, come on, who would want that? You're finally making it to the end . . . then BOOM, a re-run.
My life had no meaning anymore, no point, nothing that was really telling me "hold on" or "we can get through this." It was more like "go on, you know this is what you want." Not really the last thing you want to hear in the back of your mind just before your death.
So stepping down- feeling the wind running past me at a speed so fast it literally took my breath away- and knowing my life would be over in a few short seconds, scared me a bit. It was like knowing I'm going to sleep now and never waking up.
I wonder who would find my body, lying here among rocks. Probably twisted and broken. Heh. What a nice last thought. I could see everything coming into view now, the sand, the rocks and the ocean.
This was it. It was all over now. No turning back. No second thoughts. And definitely no regrets. Well I couldn't do that, I had so many regrets. So many things I wanted to do differently. I wanted to do my life over, to start again. Well to start from when I was 22. To stop my parents from forcing me into this marriage.
The marriage that ruined my life. That started this whole catastrophe. The event that started all the worst events of my whole life.
Okay so this was just the preface. The chapters will be longer and a lot more detailed. I hope you liked it!!! :D
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