Authors notes: I had this story in my head for a while and I just had to type it up!!

Summary: Takes place after the Cell Games, Chichi finds out she's pregnant. Breaks down and cries. Gohan hears her sobbing and comes to her.

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Always

Chapter One



Chichi dropped herself down on to her knees in her bathroom, a pregnancy test dropped down on the floor. Leaning with her hands on the floor. Tears streaming down her cheek on the ground.

It has been two months since Goku's death. And now, she was pregnant. The test turned out positive; she had already used other pregnancy tests four actually all turned out positive.

What was she going to do now? She had lost her husband, which she loved with al her heart and might. And now she was left behind with their son, and now a second child was coming up?!!

She took the pregnancy test in her hand, stood up and took a look at herself in the mirror. Her eyes red, and filled with tears. 'What now??' she kept asking herself in her head.

'How can I raise another child without a father figure?? I know I got Gohan, but he is only 11 years old. He can only be a brother. Am I going to be both?? Raise two children on my own?? ' She felt more tears filling her eyes again!!

"GOKU!!!!!!" She screamed and fell down onto the floor. Crying and screaming.

'WHY DAMMIT WHY!! I AM YOUR WIFE!! YOUR NOT SUPOSE TO STAY DEAD IF YOU HAVE A CHANCE TO COME BACK TO ME!!!!' she kept on screaming in her head.

"Mommy??" a voice suddenly interrupted her mind. Her eyes shot open and she sat up. Seeing her little boy standing in the doorpost. His eyes were also filled with tears.

"Mommy, don't cry!! Please don't cry!" he said while his body was shocking.

"Gohan…." She whispered, and got up. She pulled him into her arms. "I'm sorry Gohan."

Gohan let his tears stream out while his mother was holding him. Whispering soothing words to him.

'I am sorry mom. I am the one to blame for fathers dead!! Dad didn't have to die!'

ChiChi took his head in her hands, "Come on, let's get you back to bed."

Gohan shook his head no, "I can't sleep mommy, I can't sleep."

ChiChi managed a smile, "you need your rest Gohan, you need to sleep." He shook his head no yet again. ChiChi sighed and took his hand in hers. "Then you can sleep next to me, okay?"

Gohan followed his mother while she took him to Goku and ChiChi's bed. She took the covers and Gohan laid himself on the bed, ChiChi sat down next to him as he put his head on her shoulder. She laid his head on to her chest and kissed his forehead. "Hush now and sleep my baby" she whispered.

Gohan closed his eyes; soon sleep finally took over him. He felt like he was a little boy again, when he had a nightmare. He would scream for his daddy, but he was to deep in dreamland, it was like he was in a coma. But his mother always came to him, took him into her arms and whisper soft words in his ears. Making him forget all the bad monsters he had encountered in his dreams.

ChiChi watched her son drifting in to sleep. She smiled as yet again a tear rolled down over her cheek.

She knew she had to pull herself through this. And she will. She will pull through this, for her son and her other child. With or with out Goku.

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To be continued…..

Authors notes: I know it was kind an emotional maybe a little too emotional.

But I thought this might be what happened after the Cell Games. I know that you might think Gohan is a little ooc but, he's still a little boy, and he has just lost his father.

And I remember when I was small, every time I got nightmares I yelled for my father, but he never heard me, except my mother did. She always came up to my room and took me in her arms. When a child is being held in his/her mother's arms, they always seem to feel safe and secure. So why is Gohan any different?

Please tell me what you think!! There will be more, but I won't tell: p