A/N: these characters don't belong to me...i wish they did though, that'd be nice :)
"I'll Always Love You"
Remus opened the door to his house and walked into the dark room, he didn't even bother to turn on the light, there was no light left in his heart anyway, why should there be any in his house.
He closed the door and leaned against it. There was so many emotions flowing through him, it was hard for him to focus. He slammed his fist against the door in grief, sorrow, anger, love and loneliness.
Remus slid down into a sitting position with his knew pulled up to his chest. He covered his face with his ands and cried. He cried for Harry, he cried for Lily and James, he cried for himself, and now he cried for one more person...Sirius, the love of his life, his best friend, his soul mate.
"God Sirius, why did you leave?!" sorrow and grief turned to rage and hatred against his lover "Why didn't you listen to Dumbledore?! He told you not to leave no matter what you heard! Youre so stubborn headed, you never listen to anyone or anything!!"
With tear still running down his his face he got up and started throwing his fists around, striking everything in sight. He smashed the glasses on the table, threw chairs into the windows, punched holes in the walls, not stopping until everything looked how he felt on the inside. Nothing could ever be beautiful to him again, not without the light of his life distinguished.
He looked for something new to smash for everything else was broken. He turned around and on the wall was a recent picture of he and Sirius. "Oh Sirius" he sighed, putting his hands against the wall for support. The picture selfs of he and Sirius started interacting with each other, laughing and pushing each other around.
He took the picture off the wall and looked at it. Slowly it hit him, he would never see him again. The tears began to fall, landing on the portrait glass. A rush of memories came back to him: Their first kiss, their first fight, their first break-up, everything they ever did together. He saw Moony and Padfoot rolling down a hill and into the Black Lake, playing in the water like little puppies. He remembered when they first moved in together, the beds they used to have to push together if they wanted to sleep together, and when they finally saved up enough money, the new bed they bought and how much love they made in it.
He shook his head Thats all over now he thought Sirius is gone and hes never coming back, just get over it, idiot!
Remus went down the hall to their – his bedroom and looked at the bed where they spent many nights dressing Remus' wounds after the night of the full moon.
He laid on the bed, Sirius' scent rising from the sheets. Remus inhaled it in like it was the only thing his lungs could function on. He laid on Sirius' pillow, closed his eyes and pictured Sirius laying next to him, stroking his blind hair and telling he that everything was going to be ok. Remus grabbed the pillow and pulled it into his chest.
"I'll always love you." he said as he slowly fell into his drams where he would meet Sirius again and again for the rest of his life.
A/N: this is my first story I've had enough confidence to post on line so please, please, please review