Disclaimer: my friend wrote this not me.
My friend wrote this she told me I could put it on.
I have no family
I have no friends
There is something here
That I want to end
Alone in the dark,
In the shadows of night,
And in between a battle,
That I cannot fight
Treated as if I were nothing,
A mere illusion to your mind,
A faded memory that had passed by,
Or a soul that is always left behind
Why can't I just live like others do
Treated with respect
And always be true
Why am I always left behind
In the rain and not worth to find
Why do I have to feel this horrible pain,
A terrible feeling that I wish had never came
I want to end my life
So that I don't have to feel this pain
And disappear into the fallen rain
I want to end my life
So that people can leave me in peace
And not be treated like a terrible beast
I'm going to end my life now
I have no reason to live
I'll never forget or forgive
Finally I struck my pain,
My heart had stop beating,
Then darkness came
All I could remember was seeing my friends cry,
And telling me not to die
They tried everything to keep me from going
And noticed that so much blood was flowing
Than I asked,
Why are you helping me now?
Why do you want me to stay?
I thought you wanted me to go away?
Then I realized how much they cared for me,
Wishing that they had given me more love,
Attention, and other things that friends were
Supposed to do
Then I told them
Not to cry, it was meant to be,
Thanks to you my spirit is free
I'll forgive you for all the things you've done
Now I will go to the light that shines like the sun
I'll always love you no matter what
And keep my memories of you close to my heart
I say goodbye to the ones I love
Then left the world and went above