I stare at the phone,
he still hasn't called
and then you
feel so
low you
can't feel my pain at all
Taylor Swift
Dear Chad Dylan Cooper,
Do you even know how hard I've fallen for you? It isn't fair. You tell me things, make me think you feel the same way, then ignore me. You tell me you'll call. You never do. I'm sick of waiting for my phone to ring when I know it wont. I'm sick of waiting for someone who doesn't care to love me. I know you are no good for me, but it just makes it hurt more. Don't you get it? You act like you don't see the way I look at all the other girls you flirt with, or my expression when you talk about them, but can you really be that oblivious? Seriously? I mean are you kidding me? And the way you manipulate me! For one thing, you call me 'your girl' but you tell people there's nothing going on between us. What am I supposed to believe? For another, I can be furious one second about one of your ridiculous lies and then as soon as you look at me and tell me you're sorry, or lie to me again, telling me you weren't lying, I'm fine. Or the times when you hug me and tell me you love me, then talk about your new girlfriend. I fall for it every time! I know I've done some pretty bitchy things, but do I really deserve this? I don't think so. So call me when I start to matter.
p.s. You can do so much better than her.
Love, Sonny