Disclaimer: Imaginary and Yami no Matsuei are fortunately not mine. 'Coz if they were fortunately so, I would have Tsuzuki moaning and craving for Dr. Mu's touch.
A/N: The first part of the story takes place when 'Soka-chan was young.
Imaginary
FLASHBACK
HISOKA POV
I linger in the doorway
Of alarm screaming
Monsters calling my name
Let me stay
Where the wind will whisper to me
Where the raindrops
As they're falling tell a story
'I lie awake now in my room. I didn't want to wake up. I don't want to face reality
It's been years already and still, no one comes to my side. I wonder, will I forever be alone? Will I forever live in this nightmare? I hope so. The idea of being together with someone does not apply to me especially the idea of being happy.' I wonder, as I further embrace myself. 'Maybe being alone...can help...me.'
Out side my room I hear their footsteps. 'Is it time already...Is it time for me to disappear?' 'Maybe not...Maybe it's just time for more nightmares.' As I hear a voice in my head say.
'Huh?'
outside the room
'I will not tolerate this! He is not my son! He is a monster... He will bring doom to our family! I...no We! We should get rid of him, send him to where he really belongs!'
'Kasane! He is our son. Our only son. Whether you like it or not he will be the heir as the next heir of the Kurosaki Family!'
'I refuse Nagare... I refuse to have a monster be head of this family! I...I...'
'Kasane! Kasane... Kasane!!'
back inside
'I hear it...it called my mother. Please no more...no more.' I begged as I cried myself to sleep.
In my field of paper flowers
And candy clouds of lullaby
I lie inside myself for hours
And watch my purple sky fly over me.
Don't say I'm out of touch
With this rampant chaos â your reality
I know well what lies beyond my sleeping refuge
The nightmare I built my own world to escape
In my field of paper flowers
And candy clouds of lullaby
I lie inside myself for hours
And watch my purple sky fly over me
'I dream again. This time more longer and...painful? What...coldness...red...blood?
What is this...what's happening? Oh no... Oh no...NO!!!!!!!!!'
I woke up again. Screaming. The blood, I left in my dreams. Someone near the household must have died. Curious, I went outside our residence into the open air of the outside world. I then hear screaming, A woman. Shortly followed by a low, almost faint laughter...maniacal laughter. Not really paying attention, my feet staggered forward
Near the scene that reeked of death and blood. What I saw made me curse my stupidity, knowing that this is my last night alive.
'Oya! Look what found me. Bouya, since you saw I can't let you live to tell-a-tale to anyone. But I'm sure, even if you did I doubt anyone will believe you. Now be a good boy and come here.'
He...he wants me to come near him? How could I? Aah! I can feel his emotions. I have never, in my life feel these things. These emotions of his are dark and filled of hatred and
...and cold. I cannot take so much anger from these emotions and so I ran. I ran away but no matter though he caught me. He dragged me somewhere I did not know of; Took of my clothing and his and he raped me slowly...painfully and finally laid his curse on me.
Swallowed up by the sound of my screaming
Cannot cease for the fear of silent nights
After that night of torture, I suffered for three years.
And finally died.
Oh how I long for the deep sleep dreaming
The Goddess of Imaginary light
End of Flashback
"Ano...Soka-chan? Soka-chan? Stop spacing out. If you don't I'm getting your wallet and then buy myself a mountain of sweets!!!!"
"Huh? Tsuzuki?! What the hell! No way are you gonna get my wallet! Get back here and give me my wallet back...TSUZUKIIIIIII!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
'Maybe I was wrong after all. Maybe I was supposed to be happy...with Tsu-chan.'
"Soka-chan! You're spacing out again! Here's your wallet! I'm taking it out for a walk!"
"OI! Matte! You're no serious are you?!"
Asking no one as Hisoka Kurosaki exited the building.....
ANDCHASEDAFTERTHEPUPPYBUYIN'HISOWNDOGDOOF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
END