Life is unpredictable. It never turns out the way you thought it would. It can't because then there's no fun in guessing what will happen. If everything went according to plan, where would the excitement go?

I remember what we said

I believe in better times ahead

"Everyone is against us. We could never be together," I had said as I rested my head on his chest.

He had embraced me and wiped away my tears. "How can you even say that? Maybe we can't be together today, maybe not tomorrow. But one day, we'll be together, I promise you that," He had said as he kissed me again and again like there was no tomorrow.

Do you still remember that, Axel? I do. I believed you from the bottom of my heart, you know.

I believe I could be one of them

No matter the beginning, happy in the end

"We can be just like them, I know we could. Even though it have started out like this, in the end we could be happy… I know we could," He had promised, holding me close and kissing my forehead.

I had believed him. Maybe our relationship hadn't be perfect from the beginning but it would work out fine. He had promised it would. So it would.

Said goodbye long ago, bitterness

And when I lose all hope and just let go

"Roxas… I'm sorry, but we can't be together…" He had said, his eyes full of regret and pain.

"But… You promised…" I had said, holding my tears back as I clenched my fists in hopelessness.

"Yeah, well I couldn't keep it. I'm sorry." And with those words you had said goodbye.

I remember that day like it was yesterday. I especially remembered giving up on life and all the drugs that followed.

Do you remember, Axel? Or have you forgotten all about me?

And I do, do my best not to care

That you still make me blush

If you do love me, love, then love me such

"What are you doing here?" I asked monotonous as he entered my house.

He pulled out a paper and sighed. "I got you letter."

"Oh…" I mumbled and scratched the back of my head.

Axel moved closer and hugged me. "Are you okay?" He asked and I blushed.

No, I'm not okay. I love you and I want you here all the time. "Yes." Lies. How could I be okay if the point of living was unclear to me.

I ignored the fact that he had made me blush and didn't even hug him back. He let me go and stroke my arms. "Roxas… I love you."

"You're lying," I stated and hung my head. "I know you are. You just want me." And with those words I pushed him out of the door and closed the door, falling to the floor crying.

All is unpredictable

Then love me such

And if you do love me, love, then love me such

Life is unpredictable. If I had known Axel would get hit by a car just because I threw him out all miserable, would I still have done it? Probably. But that's not the point.

Flowers are great. But what kind? Roses? Lilies? After a while, I decided to go for some forget-me-nots.

The body was lying still on a blanket of white silk. I went up to it and looked at him.

Maybe he did love me. Maybe he didn't. His love nevertheless was never pure and innocent. It was all about lust and him taking the power. I felt a tear fall as I left the flowers on the bench in a vase with a single card.

'I wish you would still be with me, but I'm glad you're not. If you really love me, prove it. The problem is, if you really love someone, you have nothing to prove. So if you try to prove it, you don't love that person. You can't prove what you're feeling inside, so why even try?'

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