Disclaimer: only one for story!!
*me- finally my dreams are coming true! I in fact own twilight!
*edward- no you do not! *snarls*
*me- okay okay, but I do own-
*edward- you don't own me either!!
*me- I was gunna say my ideas. *sulks*
*edward- well yes, yes you do.
Summary: Bella Swan has a problem. She recently lost her mom and is being sent to live with her dad, Charlie, in dreary forks. The only thing she is happy about moving for is to get away from Jacob, her abusive, now ex, boyfriend. The only thing keeping her from going insane is her uncontrollable self-harming. Can anybody save her before it's too late?
BPOV
I still remember it like it was yesterday. The worst day of my life. My name is Isabelle Swan and this is my downfall.
Flashback
"mom, I'm home!" I called when I entered my home.
"Mom?" I called again. That's when I smelt it. The rust and salty smell of blood. I ran to my moms room. I found a note she had written,
Bella,
Sweetheart I am so sorry. I know this is going to hurt, but I can't do this anymore. I love you to death, but I don't want to be here anymore. This is NOT your fault, but I- I'm sorry I couldn't love you longer.
Love always,
Mom
I ran to her bathroom only to find her lying there with a blood covered floor, and a gun by the shower. I called 911, by that time I was having an anxiety attack. I dropped the phone after I mad the call. I yelled at her lifeless body;
"mom why?! I know I'm not a perfect kid, but why did you have to go.?!.!?"
Soon the ambulance had arrived and my world went black.
The weeks passed by, eventually months passed quicker. Getting to know my dad was a bit awkward. But we've managed. My dad thinks im fine but I have been living on total lie. I've become anorexic, and have resulted to cutting as my releases. My dad and I never talk much so he doesn't really notice anything. My day started off as usual, I got up after a sleepless night, took a shower and my daily ritual. One cut every morning, and night.
"Hey dad." I called walking down the stairs.
"hey bells. I'm off to work!" he replied.
"okay love you."
"love you too."
Of course I didn't eat. I just grabbed my bag and headed to school.
I pulled into Forks High, and parked into my usual spot.
As I walked to my classes I could hear the whispers, they were usually about me but today was different.
Did you see the new kids?
Yeah man, I heard another one got here yesterday. Did you see him?
The whispers continued. I didn't knw a new kid came yesterday. I guess I didn't notice. I walked into my first class, and the new kid from yesterday strolled by but he stopped by my desk. He handed me a slip of paper, I opened it after he had sat down.
The names Zack, meet me in the parking lot at lunch!
Okayy I thought to myself. My morning classes passed in a blur, finally luch had come. I went to the parking lot just for something to do. Zach saw me and came over.
"hey sweet thing. I now in fact own you." He said.
"umm. No infact you don't. who the hell are you? You don't even know me." I replied to his statement.
After I had said that. I didn't know my life would change forever…
A/N: SO what do you guys think? Sorry it was so short. But hey I'm trying! Ideas would be helpful, and I need a beta. So feel free to review. I'll update as much as I can. Plus reviews are very helpful for more chapters. Honestly im thinking this story will be great. So as nice as I am here's a sneak peek for the next chapter.
Chapter two:
"honestly! I didn't mean it. I'm s-sorry!!"
"You ungrateful bitch!" I finaly realized who zach was.
"you thought you could run from me forever, well guess what, your precious mum, didn't kill herself!"
"Jacob." Was all I said before the darkness claimed me yet again.
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