Kurt and Rachel were sitting on Kurt's bed chatting aimlessly about life in glee club. Kurt wasn't much enjoying their conversation as Rachel was talking about herself as usual but Kurt had gotten used to the self absorbed Rachel and accepted her for who she was. Kurt wasn't really listening; after you had been friends with Rachel for a certain amount of time you had to learn how to block her out but still look interested, Kurt yet hadn't mastered that skill as Rachel stopped her sentence and watched Kurt.
"Kurt were you even listening to me?" she waited for an answer but she didn't get one so she tried again "Kurt?...Kurt?" When she waved her hand in his face he blinked and looked at her confused.
"Sorry Rach was in my own world... sorry what were you saying?" She huffed and rolled her eyes. Kurt held his hands up in surrender and focused fully on her boring his eyes into her, she shifted uncomfortably and giggled. She sighed and carried on "As i was saying" she paused looking at Kurt to make sure he was listening this time, he nodded his head and gestured for her to continue "I was just telling you that I have this amazing song that I want to sing with Finn but i'm not sure if Quinn would let me sing it with him, or if he would want to sing it with me so I was wondering... Will you ask him for me?" She pleaded and batted her eyelashes. "Please Kurt" he rolled his eyes and sighed
"Because I Love you miss Rachel Berry I will ask my step brother if he wants to sing a duet with you" She jumped off the bed and did a happy dance moving her hips around and throwing her hands in the air. "I'm not making any promises that he will agree but I will ask for you" She stopped and thought for a second but continued dancing around Kurt's room at the possibility that she could sing a love song with the guy that she had been crushing on for as long as she could remember. Kurt giggled and sat back on his bed watching Rachel's little outburst.
Rachel was stopped dancing by her phone ringing indicating that she had a text. She stopped as Kurt threw her phone at her just in time to catch it, she gave Kurt a death glare and read her text and huffed in annoyance. " Mom says I have to go home for dinner but thanks for having me over it was fun, don't forget to talk to Finn for me" she said as she hurried out the door. Popping her head round the corner one last time "Bye Kurt Love you" and she was gone. Kurt laughed to himself again and laid done on his bed looking up the ceiling.
You had to love Rachel even though she could be annoying and self absorbed she did make the others around her laugh and she was a good friend when you were in a dilemma. Although Rachel thought they were close friends that could tell each other anything, Kurt couldn't. He told her things but they weren't personal things that best friends were supposed to share when they were close. Kurt just didn't feel comfortable telling people his most darkest secrets because they were his problems that kept him up at night not anyone else's and as much as people thought they could help they couldn't, it was his battle to fight and not theirs.
He knew he had to tell someone what was going on with school but he didn't want to worry his dad. He had just gotten over the heart attack, he didn't need the stress of Kurt's life causing him to have another one. He only had one more year left at school anyway so Kurt didn't see the point in telling people now. He had gotten through 2 years of it already, he was sure he could survive another year. He was used to bullying now, he was used to being shoved into lockers, having names thrown across the halls to him and slushies thrown in his face. The thought that kept Kurt sane was the thought that he and Rachel were moving to New York after graduation and he wouldn't have to see any of the Jocks after that. He could finally have a care free life and enjoy living it.
As Kurt got caught up in his thought he didn't realize Finn standing in his doorway having knocked and waiting for an answer from Kurt. "Hey Bro" he said and waited.
"Oh hey Finn, sorry didn't see you there come in" Finn stepped over the threshold of his room and sat awkwardly on Kurt's desk chair looking around his room nervously. Kurt sat up straight leaning on the back board of his bed waiting for Finn to speak up. "So what's up?" he asked to cut the awkwardness in the room.
"Well, I was just wondering... Did Rachel come over today?" he nodded and Finn continued "Did she talking about me?" He nodded again waiting for Finn to reach his point, him getting rather impatient "Okay cool" he said and got up ready to leave "Thanks bro" just before he could leave Kurt spoke up
"Wait you can't just come into my room ask if Rachel had spoken about you and then leave like this didn't happen, Finn i'm your brother you can tell me anything" he stopped "within reason of course" he continued. Finn thought for a moment before nodding his head.
"I know bro thanks" and he walked out of Kurt's room turning the corner to his room and shut his door. Kurt huffed again and laid back looking up the ceiling. He hated when Finn did that to him, they were close for step-brothers but a lot of the time Finn would leave Kurt wondering in the dark trying to figure out how his brain worked. He wanted to be closer to Finn but he would just block Kurt out. Finn wanted to be closer to him as well but he was not a very open person so he tended to just shut everyone out. With Kurt's thoughts getting the better of him he fell into a dreamless sleep.