Shuichi's Goodbye
The tears forming in his eyes began to roll down his red cheeks. Blurring his vision to where he could barely make out his blond haired lover's face. Sliding down his face, dripping on Yuki's cheek. Silent tears for the one he cried over the most.
But no matter how many tears he shed, he couldn't fix the situation. No matter how much he loved Yuki. Or how much Yuki may have cared for him. There was no getting around it. He had been a fool to think it could last forever.
Yuki didn't love Shuichi in the way the pink haired vocalist loved him.
The very thought of it always brought tears to his eyes. His love for Yuki was even greater than his burning passion for music. Yuki Eiri was the center of Shindou Shuichi's universe. A tale of love greater than any the novelist had ever written.
But, there wasn't going to be a fairytale happy ending this time.
He was still so young.it had been foolish to think Yuki was his destiny. A simple crush that had developed into an obsession in being with the young author. An obsession that became an act of passionate romance. Romance that blossomed out into Love.
Love
But his love alone wasn't enough to save their relationship. Yuki's wavering feelings saw to that. It was seemingly impossible.too.painful.
Tohma and Mika-san hinted at it constantly. But Shuichi had refused to listen and accept the hopelessness of it. Love could overcome any obstacle couldn't it?
No.it couldn't.
Even if his love for Yuki was greater than anything in the world, it was helpless. A relationship is a two-sided agreement. It requires both sides to agree.and Yuki was undecided. And probably always would be.
Shuichi bent over, placing his cheek to his lover's and whispered in his ear,
"Love is where you love someone more than yourself, putting your significant other's happiness over your own. And I realize now.I'm not the one who will make you truly happy. Forgive me, Saiai."
Knowing there was nothing more he could say to his lover's sleeping form, Shuichi stood back up and turned his back to Yuki. Wiping away his tears with a careless hand the vocalist walked out of the bedroom door, and out of Yuki Eiri's life forever.
The tears forming in his eyes began to roll down his red cheeks. Blurring his vision to where he could barely make out his blond haired lover's face. Sliding down his face, dripping on Yuki's cheek. Silent tears for the one he cried over the most.
But no matter how many tears he shed, he couldn't fix the situation. No matter how much he loved Yuki. Or how much Yuki may have cared for him. There was no getting around it. He had been a fool to think it could last forever.
Yuki didn't love Shuichi in the way the pink haired vocalist loved him.
The very thought of it always brought tears to his eyes. His love for Yuki was even greater than his burning passion for music. Yuki Eiri was the center of Shindou Shuichi's universe. A tale of love greater than any the novelist had ever written.
But, there wasn't going to be a fairytale happy ending this time.
He was still so young.it had been foolish to think Yuki was his destiny. A simple crush that had developed into an obsession in being with the young author. An obsession that became an act of passionate romance. Romance that blossomed out into Love.
Love
But his love alone wasn't enough to save their relationship. Yuki's wavering feelings saw to that. It was seemingly impossible.too.painful.
Tohma and Mika-san hinted at it constantly. But Shuichi had refused to listen and accept the hopelessness of it. Love could overcome any obstacle couldn't it?
No.it couldn't.
Even if his love for Yuki was greater than anything in the world, it was helpless. A relationship is a two-sided agreement. It requires both sides to agree.and Yuki was undecided. And probably always would be.
Shuichi bent over, placing his cheek to his lover's and whispered in his ear,
"Love is where you love someone more than yourself, putting your significant other's happiness over your own. And I realize now.I'm not the one who will make you truly happy. Forgive me, Saiai."
Knowing there was nothing more he could say to his lover's sleeping form, Shuichi stood back up and turned his back to Yuki. Wiping away his tears with a careless hand the vocalist walked out of the bedroom door, and out of Yuki Eiri's life forever.