Kendall's p.o.v.

I opened my eyes, widening as I realized that Katie wasn't in my bed. I felt her spot, cold. I hopped out of bed and quietly ran downstairs, the light was on and I saw her with a bottle of pills in her hand.

"I am just a stupid idiot that is a roadblock from happiness of others." She said lamely looking down at the pills at opening the bottle. I realized that it was pain medication, but she was told she should wake one of us up if she needed some! She raised one pill to her mouth and I jumped off the banister about ten feet from the floor. I remember pills going everywhere,Katie and the guys whispering soft words to me before I was put on a stretcher, then black.

Katie's p.o.v.

"Knight party?" A nurse asked

"Right here." We all said raising our hands

"How is he?" Logan asked

"He's stable. He managed not to break anything, but we're keeping him overnight due to a concussion and it may have been suicidal. We need him to wake up and explain it from his point of view, as well as his sister's. you can see him in room 304 if you like." She explained and gave a sad smile before walking away.

no one knew why he jumped like that except ME. No one knew why pills were all over the floor except ME. I was just a stupid little brat. The way Kendall jumped like that, I can't begin to explain the feeling of what it's like to see your big brother on the floor a foot away from you, I just had a bad headache and wanted a pill without waking anyone up, and I hadn't been thinking about anything suicidal, did he? Did he hate me?

"Katie you feeling alright?" Carlos asked me worriedly

"Yea just a little tired." I lied. It was more than that.

"We can get you a wheelchair?" James smiled, I had to weigh my options. If I said yes, then I would be wheeled around like an idiot, but I was so tired and my headache had went to a migraine.

"Please?" I whispered

"Ok I'll be right back." Logan answered before ruffling my hair but pulling his hand back quickly "Guys, she's warm."

"We all are, they obviously have no idea what air conditioning is here." Carlos said dumbfounded

"No, I mean fever warm." He eyed James, great stupid me as another roadblock from the happiness of others.

"Should I take her home?" Carlos asked

"Let her see Kendall,then we'll take her back." James told us

"Katie? Do you still want the wheelchair?" Logan asked

"I can walk."

"I can carry you Katie?" James asked me

"Thanks Jamie." I smiled as I hopped into his arms